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Today has been one of those days.
Dave and me got into a fight this morning.
But that's not why I came to update.
I just got back from my best friend Jessi's.
My friend Jessi lives in Hamden with her mom, but her dad lives 3 houses away from me.
That's where she grew up.
I've known her since i was 5.
I called her just to talk to her.
To see how she was doing and when she wanted to hang out.
Turns out she was at her father's so I walked over there and we talked and hung out for a little while.
I realized how much i miss her.
We talked about dave, and about the things we did when we were kids.
I met her father's fiancee and they told me that if i ever needed to get out of the house that i could go over there and hang out with them.
That really made me feel special.
Jessi and me talked about when she's going back to school and that she would come and get me for a few weekends when she gets out of class on fridays.
I told her about how i need a job.
She told me she wished i drived because she could easily get me a job where she works.
But she works in hamden and i wouldnt be able to get there when i need to work with an hour round trip to do so.
Sucks, because i would love to work with jessi, and just work period.
But I just thought it was aweomse to see her.
I mean I've been having a bad day, and that just turned it around.
I love that girl.
I mean we lost touch for awhile and didnt hang out or talk that much once she moved to hamden.
but i know that she will always be my best friend.
If you read this jessi I love you so much.
You are my soulmate, my twin from different parents...lol.
I'm glad i saw you today and we got to talk.
Cant wait to hang out with you again.
And dave, thanks for believeing in me.
Thanks for listening to me and understanding me today.
I love you with all my heart.
And I will do anything to make this work.
As long as you realize that this is a partnership.
I still want to marry you and have a family with you.
But as you know I cant be pressured all the time.
Let me do what i need to do for myself.
Let me become that better person you want me to be my own way.
again I love you, and thanks.
Job hunting again tomorrow.
Becuase I cant work with Jessi.
:o(
Dave and me got into a fight this morning.
But that's not why I came to update.
I just got back from my best friend Jessi's.
My friend Jessi lives in Hamden with her mom, but her dad lives 3 houses away from me.
That's where she grew up.
I've known her since i was 5.
I called her just to talk to her.
To see how she was doing and when she wanted to hang out.
Turns out she was at her father's so I walked over there and we talked and hung out for a little while.
I realized how much i miss her.
We talked about dave, and about the things we did when we were kids.
I met her father's fiancee and they told me that if i ever needed to get out of the house that i could go over there and hang out with them.
That really made me feel special.
Jessi and me talked about when she's going back to school and that she would come and get me for a few weekends when she gets out of class on fridays.
I told her about how i need a job.
She told me she wished i drived because she could easily get me a job where she works.
But she works in hamden and i wouldnt be able to get there when i need to work with an hour round trip to do so.
Sucks, because i would love to work with jessi, and just work period.
But I just thought it was aweomse to see her.
I mean I've been having a bad day, and that just turned it around.
I love that girl.
I mean we lost touch for awhile and didnt hang out or talk that much once she moved to hamden.
but i know that she will always be my best friend.
If you read this jessi I love you so much.
You are my soulmate, my twin from different parents...lol.
I'm glad i saw you today and we got to talk.
Cant wait to hang out with you again.
And dave, thanks for believeing in me.
Thanks for listening to me and understanding me today.
I love you with all my heart.
And I will do anything to make this work.
As long as you realize that this is a partnership.
I still want to marry you and have a family with you.
But as you know I cant be pressured all the time.
Let me do what i need to do for myself.
Let me become that better person you want me to be my own way.
again I love you, and thanks.
Job hunting again tomorrow.
Becuase I cant work with Jessi.
:o(