What Difference Does It Make?
I woke up rather late this morning, because I stayed up late last night. I ended up talking to my friend until five in the morning. Today was alright. I went to the grocery store and to walmart. At walmart, I got Madonna's The Immaculate Collection for the nice price of 10 bucks. I found this new prince collection that has some sweet remixes, but that will have to wait until later. (maybe my first pay day perhaps???)
When I got home from running around, I ended up hanging out with My older (half) sister and her friend. They came down from Oakland, Maryland (my hometown). They took me out to dinner at the local mexican joint, which was fun. It was a bit of a last minute late belated birthday gift, which was very sweet of Chrissa (my older half sister) to do for me. As for tomorrow, I'll be doing homework and hopefully visiting my aunt, who is currently battling cancer.
I guess it's time to explain some things that are going on in my love life. it's odd to say that. It really is.
Rewind back to July, the person I was interested in, was going to move away. Well, a few weeks ago, he decided not to move and I guess he's not dating that other girl anymore. I never thought I could ever talk to him again, but that has changed. He's been talking to me a lot lately, which is nice. I started flirting with him one evening just for the hell of it, and well, he flirted back. As you can tell, I think i'm onto something good! Which is kinda funny, because a month ago or two months ago, I couldn't even stomach the idea of liking him again. Once you get hurt or dissapointed, it's hard to see things differently. The fact I think about him before I fall asleep is a sign that maybe things do change when they get back to the way i want them. (i know that line of logic probably didn't make one bit of sense!)
I do realize with liking him and all there are risks. he is most likely going to move next year because of his job. Since that's the case, I'm not getting too attach. Some friends have told me not to do it, because of the almost 17 year age difference. Other friends have told me, why not go for it! Right now, I'm just going to play cool and see where it takes me. I'm tired of having regret so I'm now trying to be blunt and see where it takes me. It looks like Thursday night dinner and a movie might happen at my place! I'll keep everyone posted on that.
Sorry i'm talking in generalities, but I have no clue if he reads my blog or not. If you want more details contact me on here and i'll email you about it or talk to you over IM about it.
When I got home from running around, I ended up hanging out with My older (half) sister and her friend. They came down from Oakland, Maryland (my hometown). They took me out to dinner at the local mexican joint, which was fun. It was a bit of a last minute late belated birthday gift, which was very sweet of Chrissa (my older half sister) to do for me. As for tomorrow, I'll be doing homework and hopefully visiting my aunt, who is currently battling cancer.
I guess it's time to explain some things that are going on in my love life. it's odd to say that. It really is.
Rewind back to July, the person I was interested in, was going to move away. Well, a few weeks ago, he decided not to move and I guess he's not dating that other girl anymore. I never thought I could ever talk to him again, but that has changed. He's been talking to me a lot lately, which is nice. I started flirting with him one evening just for the hell of it, and well, he flirted back. As you can tell, I think i'm onto something good! Which is kinda funny, because a month ago or two months ago, I couldn't even stomach the idea of liking him again. Once you get hurt or dissapointed, it's hard to see things differently. The fact I think about him before I fall asleep is a sign that maybe things do change when they get back to the way i want them. (i know that line of logic probably didn't make one bit of sense!)
I do realize with liking him and all there are risks. he is most likely going to move next year because of his job. Since that's the case, I'm not getting too attach. Some friends have told me not to do it, because of the almost 17 year age difference. Other friends have told me, why not go for it! Right now, I'm just going to play cool and see where it takes me. I'm tired of having regret so I'm now trying to be blunt and see where it takes me. It looks like Thursday night dinner and a movie might happen at my place! I'll keep everyone posted on that.
Sorry i'm talking in generalities, but I have no clue if he reads my blog or not. If you want more details contact me on here and i'll email you about it or talk to you over IM about it.