little things....
my break has been good so far. i just don't want it to end yet and i know it's ending soon. I hate to admit it, but i sometimes miss the way things were. Even though i love going out, being a radio dj and all sorts of other stuff, i miss my old life sometimes. i miss being around my parents and i miss sleeping in my bed every night. i even miss the old house- 44 charles street. I'm thankful I made a change in my life. I just hope to god i can pull through and make it. I sometimes feel like I'm wasting time and I should have stayed in shallow waters.
Anyways, my break is going pretty good. Tonight, my mom made her awesome homemade pizza. I went grocery shopping with her and that was good times as well. It's those little things that I miss such as listening to NPR in the car, going to the grocery store and running into people i know or have some sort of history with.
My dad and i watched basketball games like we've always done since i was a kid. Duke got beat by LSU and that was great. but WVU lost to texas and that was sad. I'm really bummed out about that. my whole entire bracket is now offically fucked! and I hate how people say ganzy and pittsnoggle are shit players. it's sooo not true. Even though I go to UMD, i'm a die hard WVU fan. I'll probably go to WVU for grad school. If UMD actually had a good team, I would be much happier right now, but I'm not. It's going to be okay. Duke is out and hopefully UCONN will be out too.
Enough about basketball... tomorrow, i'm suppose to get paid. Hopefully, I'll my pay check will be deposited in my account. if not, then i have to go to college park to pick it up, which is going to suck! It looks like right now if i don't get my tuition payed off, i can't get housing. what i mean by that is that i'll be placed on a waiting list and probably never get housing. it's pathetic. so it looks like my mom will have to pay all 2,300 bucks in one dropping for me to get housing and lose utilities or try paying in installments and risk me never getting housing on campus again. so because of money issues, i have to hold off on getting my dm tickets. and it looks like i have to hold off on seeing she wants revenge, which seriously sucks! i'm hoping i can sneak that show in since it's only 15 bucks. but yeah i'm not going to lie, i'm just worried about a lot of things. it's difficult. i wish i was rich.
right now emotionally, i'm doing okay. i'm trying to hold it together, even though there's much i'm dreading over. and well, right now, i miss a friend of mine though. I get all paranoid when i try to call him, because he still lives with his parents. and i think we all know how parents can be though! I'll sum up the friendship i have with him: I like to think that even though we live miles apart from each other that someday we can make things work out.
well, i should probably finish this entry somehow. haha. i just can't think. lately, it's been like that. i'll think of something and then my mind goes blank. oh i know, i'll tell you all what i've been listening to!
what i've been listening to lately...
1. REM- basically anything by them has been good for me
2. Depeche Mode- Songs of Faith and Devotion (walking in my shoes is bliss)
3. KT Tunstall- her currently single is so great and catchy
4. Aqualung- Strange and Beautiful (therapy to my ears! and pop music bliss, not to mention good music to listen to while moping in bed)
5. She Wants Revenge- Self titled album (i think you know how i feel about these guys)
6. The Cure- Disentergration (the album i lie in bed at night and just listen to)
ps- thanks to everyone for the possitive imput on my hair. i've been nervous about getting my hair streaked, but i'm glad you all like it.
Anyways, my break is going pretty good. Tonight, my mom made her awesome homemade pizza. I went grocery shopping with her and that was good times as well. It's those little things that I miss such as listening to NPR in the car, going to the grocery store and running into people i know or have some sort of history with.
My dad and i watched basketball games like we've always done since i was a kid. Duke got beat by LSU and that was great. but WVU lost to texas and that was sad. I'm really bummed out about that. my whole entire bracket is now offically fucked! and I hate how people say ganzy and pittsnoggle are shit players. it's sooo not true. Even though I go to UMD, i'm a die hard WVU fan. I'll probably go to WVU for grad school. If UMD actually had a good team, I would be much happier right now, but I'm not. It's going to be okay. Duke is out and hopefully UCONN will be out too.
Enough about basketball... tomorrow, i'm suppose to get paid. Hopefully, I'll my pay check will be deposited in my account. if not, then i have to go to college park to pick it up, which is going to suck! It looks like right now if i don't get my tuition payed off, i can't get housing. what i mean by that is that i'll be placed on a waiting list and probably never get housing. it's pathetic. so it looks like my mom will have to pay all 2,300 bucks in one dropping for me to get housing and lose utilities or try paying in installments and risk me never getting housing on campus again. so because of money issues, i have to hold off on getting my dm tickets. and it looks like i have to hold off on seeing she wants revenge, which seriously sucks! i'm hoping i can sneak that show in since it's only 15 bucks. but yeah i'm not going to lie, i'm just worried about a lot of things. it's difficult. i wish i was rich.
right now emotionally, i'm doing okay. i'm trying to hold it together, even though there's much i'm dreading over. and well, right now, i miss a friend of mine though. I get all paranoid when i try to call him, because he still lives with his parents. and i think we all know how parents can be though! I'll sum up the friendship i have with him: I like to think that even though we live miles apart from each other that someday we can make things work out.
well, i should probably finish this entry somehow. haha. i just can't think. lately, it's been like that. i'll think of something and then my mind goes blank. oh i know, i'll tell you all what i've been listening to!
what i've been listening to lately...
1. REM- basically anything by them has been good for me
2. Depeche Mode- Songs of Faith and Devotion (walking in my shoes is bliss)
3. KT Tunstall- her currently single is so great and catchy
4. Aqualung- Strange and Beautiful (therapy to my ears! and pop music bliss, not to mention good music to listen to while moping in bed)
5. She Wants Revenge- Self titled album (i think you know how i feel about these guys)
6. The Cure- Disentergration (the album i lie in bed at night and just listen to)
ps- thanks to everyone for the possitive imput on my hair. i've been nervous about getting my hair streaked, but i'm glad you all like it.