I can't ignore this anymore...

[saint_of_spades]

This is my declaration of war. I have more evidence than I can refute, and I won't lie to myself and pretend you are still acting like my best friend should. You complain about things that are small in comparison to your faults. You disrespect my girlfriend without giving her a chance. You have lied to me. YOU LIED TO ME. I have asked others, and

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Re: /rant : PWNED/

[i_feel_nothing]

4) Let's compare the level of annoyance that the guys are discussing in the conversation above.
*I would call Michael late at night on school nights before I went to sleep to talk to him, or at least try to over the loud screaming and thrashing about of Joe. As you can probably infer, this ruckas was an everyday routine for Joe, which greatly interrupted Michael's educational studies, as well as his sleep schedule.
*The issue of "Danielle tearing us apart": First of all, I can't help who I want to be in a relationship with, and Michael can't either. For that matter, I believe that no one can fight that emotion. Second of all, is it so much for me to ask to be able to spend 2 days a week with Michael, Joe slightly, but not always, excluded? I mean Jesus Fucking Christ, it's hard enough trying to balance the long distance relationship thing with school, keeping grades up, dealing with my parents getting a divorce and selling the house I was born in this summer, as well as my brother being arrested numerous times(he'll be sent to YDC sometime in the next month to spend the rest of his probation there for a violation of probation on drug charges, which could ultimately be up to 2 years), leaving my family subject to more than an unfair amount of ridicule and rumor; I believe that if Joe took about 10 minutes to actually get to know me and understand where I'm coming from on this, he'd have a slightly brighter opinion of me.
*The invasion of space issue: Well Joe, I'm sorry that I've torn away your little pet from you, leaving you with nothing to harass, neglect, and make fun of. I'm sorry that he better spent his time with someone who actually gives two shits about him and isn't so self-centered as yourself. I'm sorry if me being in the dorm about 5 weekends TOTAL over a 3 month period was an invasion of your space. But I'm NOT SORRY that you spread rumors around about me, rumors which ultimately somehow made it back to my little brother and also my mom, who has been asking me questions since, rallied Michael's friends against me, and never gave me a fucking chance. You call yourself a Christian? Start fucking acting like one. Don't think you're high and mighty because you can wear a cross around your neck. Don't think your life is the worst experience ever lived; don't think you've been subjected to more pain than anyone else in this world, because let me clue ya in buddy, you haven't.Also, you're nothing more than a child. The fact that you're 18 has nothing to do with being an adult. An adult is one who can mentally, emotionally, physically, and financially provide for themeselves without help from another person. Adults can take responsibility for their actions. Adults don't throw temper tantrums when their friends want to spend some time with loved ones. You need to start acting you age and taking responsibilty for your actions. Mommy and Daddy won't be there forever for you to hide behind. I can just see you now.."Mom and dad wouldn't get me the new XBOX game for Christmas... my life is so terrible!.... My internet girlfriend said she found someone else! Oh god when will it end?!"
*The "food stealing": I'd just like to put it out there that I often brought up food for Michael to eat from my own home, which was later ransacked. And what's so wrong with having your own food?

Re: /rant : PWNED/

[i_feel_nothing]

In conclusion, I'd like to say that Joe has been a shallow, two-faced, unfair, judgemental, and self centered friend of Michael's and that I, personally believe(and I'm entitled to my own opinion, so fuck off if you think otherwise)that if I were in Michael's position, would not even bother trying to be friends with Joe ever again. People like Joe deserve absolutely no happiness in this world. Greed and self centeredness will be the end of you, Joe. And don't think I'm ever going to try to kiss your ass. Guess what Joe. I'm here, I'm not going anywhere, and there's nothing you can fucking do about it. I tried to be curtious to you, even extend a hand of friendship and play your little games of making fun of each other, taking all the shit you could dish out at me, in person, as well as behind my back, but I'm more than tired of it now. You've hurt the closest person (the only person) to me and there's no forgiveness in my heart for you, or anyone like you. And if I were Michael(which I'm not but speaking in a hypothetical sense) I would not forgive you either.

Joe = asshole = backstabber = fake = two-faced = self-centered = annoying = immature = irrational=waste of fucking life.

/end_rant/

Re: /rant : PWNED/

[i_feel_nothing]

p.s.- (i'm never really done)

Please don't take my personal life as something to be pitied. I need no one's pity for things that have happened to me in my life, and frankly, I do not regret anything that has fallen upon my life, because everything that I've experienced, I've also learned from, and I wouldn't be where I am today if I hadn't had to deal with it. The only reason I even included my personal life into the above rant/essay is to add more effect to the point in which I was intending to make.