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[sailormanny]

life is pretty darn good these days. i have to thank the gods above or someone who's in control. ??? who knows...but's that's a whole different subject. i've been in the greatest relationship for the past five years and everyday it just keeps getting better. i'm so grateful for that...i've gone though enough a$$holes to get here, i guess i finally deserve it. ha! the man just got a crazy raise and says that i don't have to get a job if i don't want to. i can just concentrate on getting acting gigs. i feel like i'm bragging, but damn, i'm so happy about it. he's a good man.

anyway enough of that mushy crap, i just found out that my brother and his wife are having a baby! yeah. this means that i will be an auntie for the second time! awww...yeah. this is a fine thing because it takes the pressure off me to have kids. ha! don't get me wrong, i love the little buggers, but i love it even better when they go back to mommy. ha! i don't know, i just don't see myself as the mommy type. i'm a little too obnoxious, immature to some degree. i love to go out and travel a lot and you can't really do that with kids! maybe i'm too selfish. who knows? maybe my biological clock will kick in someday. i'm glad it hasn't though. i think i'm chicken to have a child too. ouch. what a wuss.

well, tis all for today. life is grand.