Why does this all have to be such a pain in my ass?  I really hate that being myself means that I have to do a fuck ton more paperwork and come up with a fuck ton of money in order to be happy.  Then I have to tell everyone in my life and it disrupts their happy little mundane lives and suddenly I cause them all kinds of heart ache.  Don't they ( Read more... )

Alright, so things haven't gotten much better, I just have been so busy with other things that I haven't really had time to think about life.  I really just want to get on here and get a few things off my chest mind.  So I have been doing a lot of thinking lately, and I know that we all know what I say about thinking(that it is overrated).  But ( Read more... )