JFC, I hate being bipolar.
I've been plagued with insomnia since Sunday night. Sunday - no sleep at all with my regular evening meds, finally got out of bed around 6am and sent an e-mail to work telling them I wouldn't be in. Monday night, pre-emptively took a double dose of my night med and slept like a baby all night, work was great, very, very productive. Tuesday night, usual dose and ended up tossing and turning until 2:30am when I finally caved and took another pill, overslept an hourtolerable day at work and actually accomplished more than I thought I would. Last night, caved at 11:30pm and took the second dose, still tossed and turned in that twilight sleep that is neither awake nor asleep, feel like ass today, but had to go in because we've had too many people out this week. (Today, even. One of my front line people had to go get her passport renewed so she can fly back to China for a sick mother.) When is this going to fucking end!!! Tired, so tired.
Might have a more positive update later. Ahahahaha.
Might have a more positive update later. Ahahahaha.