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[saikanobaka]

Be glad I saved you the trouble of reading a long entry on how I hate my life and life in general. The fact that I played that game before and all that went along with that ultra-fantasy and then turning it around and not living in that world, but still having an equally hard time. How I'm able to have people get to know me, but not have anything to do with me on a more personal level, and then getting the polar opposite and only dealing with the sexual part, and not wanting to get to know me.

I no longer fear death; I do not wish it upon me, but at the same time I just don't care.

I'll just continue to wear this happy face for the rest of my life...