man its beena while since i wrote in this thing..
Well its been almost a month since jay left.. and I miss him so much.. I cant wait til he comes home.. its been so lonly here.. I miss him bein here b/c im so use to talkin to him every day and its hard to have a conversation with xander b/c he cant answer me back just look at me smile and drool lol.. He's getting so big.. i cant believe he'll be one next month.. im gonna go back to bed im tired.. i love jay and i miss him so much..