All those cobwebs
I've been spending the whole week indulging in fandom again. It's a huge distraction from my work, but I guess it's good for me now, so I don't fall back into that hellhole of depression and self-loathing. I've beaten myself down enough over the years.
I've caught up with some of the fanfics that I never did in those empty periods that I was away. And I'm glad, because they made me go read up the old stories, written by others and myself and getting inspired again.
Hopefully I'd be able to do some organization and probably, well, throw out a few old fics and just archive the ones that I really like on another site. Like dreamwidth (http://saharasnow.dreamwidth.org) :D
My camera has been protesting to me by refusing to work properly, so I guess I'm kind of forced to take a break from all the shooting while I get it fixed.
I've caught up with some of the fanfics that I never did in those empty periods that I was away. And I'm glad, because they made me go read up the old stories, written by others and myself and getting inspired again.
Hopefully I'd be able to do some organization and probably, well, throw out a few old fics and just archive the ones that I really like on another site. Like dreamwidth (http://saharasnow.dreamwidth.org) :D
My camera has been protesting to me by refusing to work properly, so I guess I'm kind of forced to take a break from all the shooting while I get it fixed.