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I feel like dying.. serously.. my grades.. they are worse then i make them out to. d;s.. you cant pass with D's.... i understand wat we learn. i just dont do the homeowkr. and our debate teacher is just trying to fucking get me failed.. if u fail more then 1 class u get held back... i dont want to get held back :-( no no no no nono-crys- no no no.
i was in the car with my dad today and he was like howcome your grades from last year where A'S and now they are C'S// that unacceptable. and right there i almost fucking died.. iw as like dad.. try lower. and he like spung the car on some ice, he was like WAT? he was so mad he threw his gloves off his hand picked up the phone and yelled at my mom, he was like this is mosly OUR faults. we need to get on her back about this. and iw as like dad its to late! iam already going to be a freshman agian next year!! i jsut want to fucking start over the school year, i didnt know it was this important to turn in work and i didnt know there was going to be this much work. i just want to pass, beacuse i promise next year i will try extra hard, and this wont happen.. i promise.. i promise..
just think its already halfway threw freshman year and then u only have 3 more years left.. then collage.. i dont know wat i want to be! i dont want to be anything!! i dont want to grow up!!! i dont want to grow up.. NOO!!!!
.. well anyways my dad is getting the new house. i know iam going to be grounded to it most of the time.
we move in the week.
friday~Walked with jaron in the morning. we talked about somthing about drew.. poor kid,.. we have to wait till friday to tell him wat we know.. , 1st hour- god only knows I missed all the notes from thrusday beacuse i fell asleep so i was clueless friday but i have a c- in that class and i always turn in work :-( i do the best in that class but My grade goes nowhere. 2nd hour- teacher yelled at us beacuse we were sitting around doing nothing, but i did turn in theses 2 sheets that were late. thats a releaf 42% in the class, 3rd hour, got a D in there i think, it was a C+ on our last thing but i looked and its like a D now.. grr but it will go up beacuse the only thing we haev to do before the next semester is our projects that we have all break to do, 4th hour.. math, 43% in that class. beacuuse i dont turn in anywork sheets plus i dont get wat where learning so my test is going fail me.. fail fail fail fialer. failer fialer FLUNKER. 5th hour- debate. E in that classs beacuse i dont get wat the fuck he is talking about.. our portfolios??? i dont undersand debate!!!!!!!!!!!!!! all these fuicking debate terms???????!?!?!?!?!?! WTF!!! SHOOT SHOT SHOT SHOTOOTS HOTSH ME!!!!!!! i wish i never would haev took that class!! and now iam probally gonna fail it, fucking up my extra class to fail for my other class's that i actually get... 6th hour.. my grade was a A and now its a fucking D- she told me thrusday, I DO ALL THE FUCKING WORK IN THERE! but it was my scores on our book reports, beacuse i didnt read the book so yeh, FUCK IT.
my grades wont go up. no matter how hard i try!!
i was in the car with my dad today and he was like howcome your grades from last year where A'S and now they are C'S// that unacceptable. and right there i almost fucking died.. iw as like dad.. try lower. and he like spung the car on some ice, he was like WAT? he was so mad he threw his gloves off his hand picked up the phone and yelled at my mom, he was like this is mosly OUR faults. we need to get on her back about this. and iw as like dad its to late! iam already going to be a freshman agian next year!! i jsut want to fucking start over the school year, i didnt know it was this important to turn in work and i didnt know there was going to be this much work. i just want to pass, beacuse i promise next year i will try extra hard, and this wont happen.. i promise.. i promise..
just think its already halfway threw freshman year and then u only have 3 more years left.. then collage.. i dont know wat i want to be! i dont want to be anything!! i dont want to grow up!!! i dont want to grow up.. NOO!!!!
.. well anyways my dad is getting the new house. i know iam going to be grounded to it most of the time.
we move in the week.
friday~Walked with jaron in the morning. we talked about somthing about drew.. poor kid,.. we have to wait till friday to tell him wat we know.. , 1st hour- god only knows I missed all the notes from thrusday beacuse i fell asleep so i was clueless friday but i have a c- in that class and i always turn in work :-( i do the best in that class but My grade goes nowhere. 2nd hour- teacher yelled at us beacuse we were sitting around doing nothing, but i did turn in theses 2 sheets that were late. thats a releaf 42% in the class, 3rd hour, got a D in there i think, it was a C+ on our last thing but i looked and its like a D now.. grr but it will go up beacuse the only thing we haev to do before the next semester is our projects that we have all break to do, 4th hour.. math, 43% in that class. beacuuse i dont turn in anywork sheets plus i dont get wat where learning so my test is going fail me.. fail fail fail fialer. failer fialer FLUNKER. 5th hour- debate. E in that classs beacuse i dont get wat the fuck he is talking about.. our portfolios??? i dont undersand debate!!!!!!!!!!!!!! all these fuicking debate terms???????!?!?!?!?!?! WTF!!! SHOOT SHOT SHOT SHOTOOTS HOTSH ME!!!!!!! i wish i never would haev took that class!! and now iam probally gonna fail it, fucking up my extra class to fail for my other class's that i actually get... 6th hour.. my grade was a A and now its a fucking D- she told me thrusday, I DO ALL THE FUCKING WORK IN THERE! but it was my scores on our book reports, beacuse i didnt read the book so yeh, FUCK IT.
my grades wont go up. no matter how hard i try!!