Today We Fly....
Humm lets see Today was gay, In the morning Jaron wouldnt so much as Look at me , i was pissed i passed him and drew like 12423 times and he didnt even look at me.
Yeh so i saw him before 3 hour and like gave him a christmas card and was like here . yep
Then at A lunch i skipped to hang with allison and like he walked by with BRITTNEY MARKFA who has a boyfriend, and gawd i know they have done stuff before but she is also in my 4th hour so i dont know hoow the sub let her go to. but anyways So jaron walked by and he was like Someone told me you hated me, .. he said that as i walked by so i was like um ok.. and kepy walking.
but so yeh didnt see him the rest of that lunch then walked by him before 5th hour and he was running around with taylor Weir..
Yeh then walked into 6th hour and like stood by his table and he left the room and i pulled him and was like so wat you got to say and he was like i herd you hated me and i was like yeh you lied to me. and he was ilke NO I DIDNT. and i was like yes you did ! i found out about lacey.. and wat you did 2 weeks ago, and he was like that was more like a month ago and i was like why would you do that and he was like i woudlnt have done that to u beacuse I woudlnt hurt u like that, or somthing like that, i dont reamber that part very well. and he was like lacey is a whore. and i was like why would you do that with her then! and he was like hormones.. and i was ilke ok blame it on the Hormones.
Ok first off why would you even go over to her house if u know she is a whore . she has a boyfriend but yet her and him did that. and when she was spreading around stuff about him having STD's i said why woudl she say that DID YOU DO ANYTHIGN WITH HER, and he said no.. THATS LIEING. and then after class he was like i would have told you now, i just didnt want to tell you now, and i was like iam jsut mad beacuse you went around bragging about it telling everyone you did it like 5 times. and he was liek watever drew was the only one there (omg jaron it doesnt matter who was there its WHO YOU TOLD, you know u told someone) but he was like drew probally told and then he went on saying why he got mad at drew. and then later he was like i cant bealive you got mad at me about that, and i was like iam not mad about it anymore.
there is more though, HE NEVER CALLS ANYMORE, HE IGNORES ME IN THE MORNINGS, HE NEVER LOOKS AT ME, HE ACTS LIKE HE DOESNT CARE ANYMORE, HE COMES ONLINE AND NEVER SAYS HI, I SIT HERE FOR 20 MINS WAITING FOR HIM TO SAY HI AND HE JUST LOGS OFF, IAM ALWAYS THE ONE TO SAY HI TO HIM, HE CAN NEVER SAY HI I ME.
:-/
Oh well i dont really care ok beacuse iam over him exspecially with the whole Herpies thing.. i mean seriously there is alot of clues that he might just have Herpies, i mean i know alot of girls have given him Blowjobs and shit and now look it probally got him so sick no one is gonna want to Get herpies from him.
and Kristine was mad at me beacuse I was walkign wit him after school adn she was like you got to stop FORGIVING HIM. and iwas like ok. watever.
I do though.. but it wasnt that big of a deal, i didnt tell him about how he never talks to me anymore, didnt get a chance to bring it up beacuse after school shari comes up to me and tells me that its pretty lame i talk about mallory in my diary??? ok i wrote about her in November in here and i said that she called me a whore in the hallway and that i hated her. ok so i wrote that.. thats pretty lame? whos the one that calls me a whore and a slut when i walk by in the hallway. and who GOT ALLISON SUSPENDED FROM SCHOOL .. the pommers, they turned in her journal and she got ISS and shit! Yeh thats pretty lame, cant stick up for themselfs they have to go turn it in to the princable. yeh i was pretty angry with shari i was swearing and shit to her. and if she hadnt been nice about it i probally would have gone off on her, beaucse she was like ok i will talk to her about it. and i was like umm i dont fucking care about mallory u just ell her to stop being stuiped and thats that.
Well ok. um Spaggetti tongiht! and its a wrestling Match but i dont think iam going.. Jaron is probally going with ashley. I mean i would usally be really sad about that but about now i dont care, beacuse he better just keep in mind all those wrestlers are gonna see him with her and they are probally gonna like makeout in the halls after it and all those guys are gonna see it and they are all gonna be like jaron your a player.
i mean me and jaron never did that but we went to the last 2 matches together.
Since you been gone
I can breath for the First time
IAM SO MOVING ON! YEAH YEAH!
Here the story we stared out friends.
It was cool but it was ALL PRETEND!
How come id never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I GUESS YOU NEVER FELT THAT WAY!!
BUT SENCE YOU BEEN GONE
I CAN BREATH FOR THE FIRST TIME!
Yeh so i saw him before 3 hour and like gave him a christmas card and was like here . yep
Then at A lunch i skipped to hang with allison and like he walked by with BRITTNEY MARKFA who has a boyfriend, and gawd i know they have done stuff before but she is also in my 4th hour so i dont know hoow the sub let her go to. but anyways So jaron walked by and he was like Someone told me you hated me, .. he said that as i walked by so i was like um ok.. and kepy walking.
but so yeh didnt see him the rest of that lunch then walked by him before 5th hour and he was running around with taylor Weir..
Yeh then walked into 6th hour and like stood by his table and he left the room and i pulled him and was like so wat you got to say and he was like i herd you hated me and i was like yeh you lied to me. and he was ilke NO I DIDNT. and i was like yes you did ! i found out about lacey.. and wat you did 2 weeks ago, and he was like that was more like a month ago and i was like why would you do that and he was like i woudlnt have done that to u beacuse I woudlnt hurt u like that, or somthing like that, i dont reamber that part very well. and he was like lacey is a whore. and i was like why would you do that with her then! and he was like hormones.. and i was ilke ok blame it on the Hormones.
Ok first off why would you even go over to her house if u know she is a whore . she has a boyfriend but yet her and him did that. and when she was spreading around stuff about him having STD's i said why woudl she say that DID YOU DO ANYTHIGN WITH HER, and he said no.. THATS LIEING. and then after class he was like i would have told you now, i just didnt want to tell you now, and i was like iam jsut mad beacuse you went around bragging about it telling everyone you did it like 5 times. and he was liek watever drew was the only one there (omg jaron it doesnt matter who was there its WHO YOU TOLD, you know u told someone) but he was like drew probally told and then he went on saying why he got mad at drew. and then later he was like i cant bealive you got mad at me about that, and i was like iam not mad about it anymore.
there is more though, HE NEVER CALLS ANYMORE, HE IGNORES ME IN THE MORNINGS, HE NEVER LOOKS AT ME, HE ACTS LIKE HE DOESNT CARE ANYMORE, HE COMES ONLINE AND NEVER SAYS HI, I SIT HERE FOR 20 MINS WAITING FOR HIM TO SAY HI AND HE JUST LOGS OFF, IAM ALWAYS THE ONE TO SAY HI TO HIM, HE CAN NEVER SAY HI I ME.
:-/
Oh well i dont really care ok beacuse iam over him exspecially with the whole Herpies thing.. i mean seriously there is alot of clues that he might just have Herpies, i mean i know alot of girls have given him Blowjobs and shit and now look it probally got him so sick no one is gonna want to Get herpies from him.
and Kristine was mad at me beacuse I was walkign wit him after school adn she was like you got to stop FORGIVING HIM. and iwas like ok. watever.
I do though.. but it wasnt that big of a deal, i didnt tell him about how he never talks to me anymore, didnt get a chance to bring it up beacuse after school shari comes up to me and tells me that its pretty lame i talk about mallory in my diary??? ok i wrote about her in November in here and i said that she called me a whore in the hallway and that i hated her. ok so i wrote that.. thats pretty lame? whos the one that calls me a whore and a slut when i walk by in the hallway. and who GOT ALLISON SUSPENDED FROM SCHOOL .. the pommers, they turned in her journal and she got ISS and shit! Yeh thats pretty lame, cant stick up for themselfs they have to go turn it in to the princable. yeh i was pretty angry with shari i was swearing and shit to her. and if she hadnt been nice about it i probally would have gone off on her, beaucse she was like ok i will talk to her about it. and i was like umm i dont fucking care about mallory u just ell her to stop being stuiped and thats that.
Well ok. um Spaggetti tongiht! and its a wrestling Match but i dont think iam going.. Jaron is probally going with ashley. I mean i would usally be really sad about that but about now i dont care, beacuse he better just keep in mind all those wrestlers are gonna see him with her and they are probally gonna like makeout in the halls after it and all those guys are gonna see it and they are all gonna be like jaron your a player.
i mean me and jaron never did that but we went to the last 2 matches together.
Since you been gone
I can breath for the First time
IAM SO MOVING ON! YEAH YEAH!
Here the story we stared out friends.
It was cool but it was ALL PRETEND!
How come id never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I GUESS YOU NEVER FELT THAT WAY!!
BUT SENCE YOU BEEN GONE
I CAN BREATH FOR THE FIRST TIME!