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It feels like I've blown a fuse. I've been trying to listen to my new music, but I can't focus on it at all. It seems like I'm recieving all the signals, but am unable to process them into a whole. I just continue to hear all the parts, and its all jumbled.
I have a pressure/sinus headache, and its turned me into a bonified zomboid this morning. The only song I seem to be able to listen to with any brevity is Dir en Greys Hotarubi, and earlier I was listening to a new Bjork song called "It's in our Hands" but that song didn't fully register...only the opening..then it faded out like most of the music I've been listening to.
I am still in a crappy down mood. And my apartment is waiting for me to clean it. I get messy in moods like this. I just read Fruits Basket fanfictions all last evening before crashing around 10:30. Guess I couldn't resist the appeal of Kyou x Yuki any longer. I did resist them for a while, but I fail miserably.I even ate a healthy dinner. Hardly any carbs at all, just a HUUUGE salad.
Wait, apparently I can listen to Gackt as well. Or at least the slow rather unhappy ones, Rain, Seki-Ray, regret, sayonara,uncertain memory, lecca...maybe lapis as well. Sad I can name all of those off the top of my head. Creepy indeed that Gackt is officially one of my favorite artists of all time, and any nationality. And it would be that way even if he wasn't absolutely beautiful. His music is amazing.
I could kill one of my coworkers right now, and not feel a thing. Not even anger. I haven't felt this cold in a while. Detached and alone cold. And that doesn't phase me. I'm returning, cycling back to the old me.
I like the Battery visualization for Windows Media Player.
I have a pressure/sinus headache, and its turned me into a bonified zomboid this morning. The only song I seem to be able to listen to with any brevity is Dir en Greys Hotarubi, and earlier I was listening to a new Bjork song called "It's in our Hands" but that song didn't fully register...only the opening..then it faded out like most of the music I've been listening to.
I am still in a crappy down mood. And my apartment is waiting for me to clean it. I get messy in moods like this. I just read Fruits Basket fanfictions all last evening before crashing around 10:30. Guess I couldn't resist the appeal of Kyou x Yuki any longer. I did resist them for a while, but I fail miserably.I even ate a healthy dinner. Hardly any carbs at all, just a HUUUGE salad.
Wait, apparently I can listen to Gackt as well. Or at least the slow rather unhappy ones, Rain, Seki-Ray, regret, sayonara,uncertain memory, lecca...maybe lapis as well. Sad I can name all of those off the top of my head. Creepy indeed that Gackt is officially one of my favorite artists of all time, and any nationality. And it would be that way even if he wasn't absolutely beautiful. His music is amazing.
I could kill one of my coworkers right now, and not feel a thing. Not even anger. I haven't felt this cold in a while. Detached and alone cold. And that doesn't phase me. I'm returning, cycling back to the old me.
I like the Battery visualization for Windows Media Player.