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*bangs head against desk*
Maybe I'm just testy from lack of sleep. But I'm also sad. Just a bit. Just alittle. I have to make the colors match, but when your eyes are blurry tired, it all looks the same yet isn't. Got to adjust the hue, lower the saturation. The screen tells lies, the paper tells lies, its all perception. My eyes lie as well.
I went out to legends for monday night finally. It was nice. The music was nice. I talked a bit, listened to music, FELT the music, and drew abit in flashing bits of colored dots and random moments of glowing black light. I was dressed up. I didn't mind how I looked for once, I bound the HELL out of my chest just to get used to it for when I do it at animazement again. Mad Hatter is flat chested...I must at least have the semblance of flat-chestedness. The pain is, of course, secondary. So is breathing properly apparently.
I have enough Kagrra to make a cd now, so I did. I still don't know any of the names, but eh. well, not of the songs. I know the drummer is Izumi, lead singer is Isshi (I think)...the lead guitarist is something like Akira, but not. This is when I shut up.
Maybe I'm just testy from lack of sleep. But I'm also sad. Just a bit. Just alittle. I have to make the colors match, but when your eyes are blurry tired, it all looks the same yet isn't. Got to adjust the hue, lower the saturation. The screen tells lies, the paper tells lies, its all perception. My eyes lie as well.
I went out to legends for monday night finally. It was nice. The music was nice. I talked a bit, listened to music, FELT the music, and drew abit in flashing bits of colored dots and random moments of glowing black light. I was dressed up. I didn't mind how I looked for once, I bound the HELL out of my chest just to get used to it for when I do it at animazement again. Mad Hatter is flat chested...I must at least have the semblance of flat-chestedness. The pain is, of course, secondary. So is breathing properly apparently.
I have enough Kagrra to make a cd now, so I did. I still don't know any of the names, but eh. well, not of the songs. I know the drummer is Izumi, lead singer is Isshi (I think)...the lead guitarist is something like Akira, but not. This is when I shut up.