Orlando Is The O In Love
Orlando Is The O In Love
Title: Orlando Is The O In Love
Fandom: Real People
Characters/Pairing: Orlando Bloom - Johnny Depp
Author: Saga Chriztine 'sagaluthien' Pettersson
Rating: R to NC-17
Warnings: Au, m/m sex, intersexual, mpreg
Word count: 1143
Slash_me_twice: #47 Whole, table here, /100
Fanfic100: #44 Circle, table here, /100
Smut69 table: #35 Intercourse table here, /69
Ob_1_word_promt: #76 Relationship, table here,, /100
More info and Disclaimer: At the Master post
Beta: Betty Ann
Author’s note: All my Jorli stories take place in the universe that I created for and around Diamonds are Forever, and the Masterpost can be found here, and most take place from the year 2005. This one take place sometime after 2014.
Also used for 1_million_words challenge A to Z (2013)
Summary: Johnny thinks about what Orlando means for him.
Johnny knew that there was no doubt of that he liked Orlando. He had done that from the beginning, from the first time they'd meet. Who could not like the guy? If someone had told him then that the British would mean everything to him a few years in the future, he would have just laughed. Now he could not imagine living without him.
It did not matter what kind of secrets or things Orlando had brought and told him. After melting, everything the kid had just increased in value in his eyes. Orlando was so ... strong. To cope with things like that was beyond his imagination. Johnny could not think he would have managed to stay insane if it had been him in the same situation.
What Johnny still must overcome or accept one hundred percent was that he actually loved him. Loved him much more than just like a friend. That it was true love. A love that only Orlando had managed to arouse in him. A love which caused his heart to throb at the slightest thought. It scared him, and at the same time he didn't know how he would be able to show how he felt.
Johnny had never really thought he could fall for Orlando. One reason was that outwardly they would be in a homosexual relationship, because Orlando has chosen to be a man. So then they would be seen as gay. The fact was that Orlando had a little more. He was not only a man, he was born with female attributes as well. It had taken a long time before Johnny had learned about it, and by then he had already fallen for his friend. Had that part been known, maybe it would not have been seen as a purely gay relationship.
The idea of being gay had been relatively strange to Johnny. If people had been more open minded or accepting of being gay when he was a teenager, he would perhaps have tried guys more, but quickly decided that it was the women he liked. Orlando, however, had put all his emotions on the way. If he would be fully honest with himself, he had been having thoughts about Orlando soon after they learnt to know each other.
Now after he knew his love's big secret, and that there was more about Orlando than a normal guy would have, maybe it was a small reason why Johnny had fallen for him or it. Johnny smiled. If Orlando knew Johnny used it about him, Orlando would tease him and be a little sour for a while. Orlando didn't like to use that pronoun for himself. Johnny had agreed that he would always be him, for that was what Orlando decided that he wanted to be seen like.
With the feelings that Johnny had, he really learned you could not control or help when they came. Neither how it seemed to go around nor what situation a person was in. It was just something you had to take as it came. That's why Johnny hadn't said or mentioned anything for a very long time because he was far from comfortable with his emotions. He had not wanted to believe in them. Because they were different from his normal, he had not wanted to dare to believe that they could become something permanent, but when his feelings didn't disappear or reduce, he had to reevaluate his thoughts.
His feelings for Orlando were so strong that he could not resist them. When Orlando had come with his huge secret, Johnny had found himself with nothing else to do than to just reevaluate everything and admit that he had nothing to lose, and that he loved Orlando so much more than anyone would think.
When Johnny had started to analyze his myriad emotions, he had very soon known that what he felt with Orlando was something he had always missed with all others relationships. So it probably hadn't been a coincidence or any persuasion to get into bed with Orlando. That he had not said or done anything faster was much because there where more people than himself that would be affected. Taking that into consideration, he had not dared to just go on his feelings. Johnny knew that it was impossible to resist in the end. Those feelings were too strong and they became deeper and deeper each time they were together.
Actually, before Johnny confessed to himself and later for Orlando how he felt, he'd fantasized about them. It was often many hot moments, how they made love in different locations. After Johnny was clear about that he couldn't live without Orlando and told him everything, it made his life so much better. Everything fell into place, and a very wonderful feeling finally appeared for him. Knowing that Orlando would always be his was just the best.
Knowing that he loved Orlando made him feel whole. It was the best, and he could show it with his whole heart. It was a relationship that he never wanted to break or run out from. If he could relive his life and change anything, it would be to try to meet Orlando earlier and tell the guy the feelings he had much faster. He would love him so much more, and do everything for him, which he was absolutely counting on doing the rest of his - their lives.
"Johnny!"
He was taken out of his musing and thoughts.
"I'm out on the porch." Johnny answered the unspoken question he knew Orlando had.
"Will you not come in soon? It's getting chilly and I miss you."
Johnny stilled the hammock he been sitting in and looked at the porch door. Just inside Orlando had stopped, and he was only wearing a pair of boxers and a pair of socks. Quickly Johnny rose, took his glass and went over to where his boyfriend was sitting in his wheelchair. Once there, he bent and kissed him.
"You're right, it's probably cold, but it's always is when you're not next to me. I love you."
Orlando pulled Johnny's shirt to make him continue to lean in and in his turn give him a kiss.
"I do too."
When Orlando let him go, Johnny turned around to close and lock the porch door. He knew that none of them would do it later after they get to their bedroom. They had never stopped loving each other. They had never done so the times Orlando has been pregnant, so they had not allowed themselves to be hindered when it became clear that Orlando would never get back his mobility in his legs. The way to making love had just made them to find out what would work and feel best for them without causing any more pain or damage to Orlando.
*~* The End *~*