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i've learned so much this semester out of my classes. i will force myself to get an A on both my exams and i will do it. Work can just screw off and die. i'm just kind of down because a lot of things and i don't have any feelings of hope...it seems like things are getting worse.
today i mostly like studied for my math exam and drove....
tomorrow i don't have to work, so im going to try and enjoy my day....
my phone went off at the Macomb College Library --loud as can be and it was like stuffed way down into my purse and so like i couldn't reach it for like a long time, like by the time i got the damn thing in my hands, the person calling already hung up. that was just a lil embarrassing- oh well- at least people got to hear a good song lol
if a guy says he's going to call, 98.5% of the time, he is a lying jackass and maybe gets calling mixed up with avoiding
i want money so bad. i'm a selfish person, never used to be but delaying gratification for like the majority of my life has taken its toll and im sick n tired of making sacrifices for nothing. i may seem bitter and probably am so, but im just tired of waiting/hoping for something good to happen and then seeing things just go to shit. what the fuck did i do to deserve such a shitty life????
anyways, im not going to go on about how miserable things are for me--i'll stop for now.
but if things don't get better- i'm going to rebel cuz i can't take it anymore---no more
we'll see what happens....
today i mostly like studied for my math exam and drove....
tomorrow i don't have to work, so im going to try and enjoy my day....
my phone went off at the Macomb College Library --loud as can be and it was like stuffed way down into my purse and so like i couldn't reach it for like a long time, like by the time i got the damn thing in my hands, the person calling already hung up. that was just a lil embarrassing- oh well- at least people got to hear a good song lol
if a guy says he's going to call, 98.5% of the time, he is a lying jackass and maybe gets calling mixed up with avoiding
i want money so bad. i'm a selfish person, never used to be but delaying gratification for like the majority of my life has taken its toll and im sick n tired of making sacrifices for nothing. i may seem bitter and probably am so, but im just tired of waiting/hoping for something good to happen and then seeing things just go to shit. what the fuck did i do to deserve such a shitty life????
anyways, im not going to go on about how miserable things are for me--i'll stop for now.
but if things don't get better- i'm going to rebel cuz i can't take it anymore---no more
we'll see what happens....