tiz friday yay yay
I'm over at my cousin's house and i got annie, one of their pups on my lap and she is seriously the cutest, sweetest puppy. when I get an apartment, I want a puppy like her, she is just an adorable puppy. Anywho, today was fine. It was great that I didn't have to work today, i did go there to get my check but i was so damn happy to leave. I do have to work tomorrow and I'm guessing I have to work on Sunday also. TGIF anyone? I am..doesn't really feel like it....kinda just chillin w/ my cousin and kinda doin some homework....getting everything ready for the end of the semester since that's when everything is due in my Soc. class. I swear- if MCC sends me any more notices about how much tuition i owe and when it's due im seriously going to call them on it--I KNOW WHEN IT'S DUE AND I KNOW HOW MUCH IT IS ALRIGHT DUMB ASS MACOMB STAFF???? THAT'S PRETTY MUCH THE BASIS OF MY CONCERN AT THIS TIME- I DON'T NEED TO BE REMINDED EVERY WEEK- I'M AWARE OF WHEN IT'S DUE AND IM DOING EVERYTHING IN MY POWER TO SAVE UP FOR IT.
Yeah so i'm technically working two jobs right now and will start back up when the new semester begins in January.
OMg last night i got to sleep on the TempurPedic Mattress and i was just like in heaven. it is the most comfortable bed i've ever slept on. I always wake up feeling great after sleeping on that mattress thing. I want one when I get my own place too. I want so much. I've become so greedy and selfish and I need to remind myself that Christmas is about giving to OTHERS, not myself. But if i had the money, i seriously would treat myself to so many wonderful expenses.
I am now a member of Phi Theta Kappa...whoohoo? is anyone else involved in this? I know it will help me with like scholarship apps and stuff like that...at least i hope so. \
I went tanning today and that actually made me feel so much better- i dunno if it was the lotion i used or just feelin' the heat like woa on me..but when i was walking out of the joint, i just felt like really good.
i have this weird pain in like my shoulderblade, shoulder area and it like hurts when i breathe. I noticed it a few days ago and i think it may have something to do with the way i sleep...i dunno...
what else..what else is new with me....not like anyone cares, but this is my journal and i love talking about whatever pleases my mind.
I keep having weird dreams, and i can remember one of them was like i started smoking...and i liked it...and i was like smoking--totally unlike anything i would ever do--but subconciously it's showing up in my mind as a thrill.
I hope to God i don't have to work on Christmas Eve this year. But i'm not all that excited about this holiday either. Each year my situation keeps getting worse...i'm not going to go into detail cuz it's a personal problem...i just wish it felt special like it did during my childhood. Special...that's a word that seems to have drifted away from me and my life. I don't want Christmas to come- i wish it was summer again...I don't want to think about all the people out there who have someone special to share their holday with. I think im cursed. That's all im going to say about that...more power to all u couples out there-- i could say something mean but eh i'll hold back this time...
well i think i'm going to go take a shower and chill out with some candles and music....
i need to treat myself to something....gah
kay, bye peace all
Yeah so i'm technically working two jobs right now and will start back up when the new semester begins in January.
OMg last night i got to sleep on the TempurPedic Mattress and i was just like in heaven. it is the most comfortable bed i've ever slept on. I always wake up feeling great after sleeping on that mattress thing. I want one when I get my own place too. I want so much. I've become so greedy and selfish and I need to remind myself that Christmas is about giving to OTHERS, not myself. But if i had the money, i seriously would treat myself to so many wonderful expenses.
I am now a member of Phi Theta Kappa...whoohoo? is anyone else involved in this? I know it will help me with like scholarship apps and stuff like that...at least i hope so. \
I went tanning today and that actually made me feel so much better- i dunno if it was the lotion i used or just feelin' the heat like woa on me..but when i was walking out of the joint, i just felt like really good.
i have this weird pain in like my shoulderblade, shoulder area and it like hurts when i breathe. I noticed it a few days ago and i think it may have something to do with the way i sleep...i dunno...
what else..what else is new with me....not like anyone cares, but this is my journal and i love talking about whatever pleases my mind.
I keep having weird dreams, and i can remember one of them was like i started smoking...and i liked it...and i was like smoking--totally unlike anything i would ever do--but subconciously it's showing up in my mind as a thrill.
I hope to God i don't have to work on Christmas Eve this year. But i'm not all that excited about this holiday either. Each year my situation keeps getting worse...i'm not going to go into detail cuz it's a personal problem...i just wish it felt special like it did during my childhood. Special...that's a word that seems to have drifted away from me and my life. I don't want Christmas to come- i wish it was summer again...I don't want to think about all the people out there who have someone special to share their holday with. I think im cursed. That's all im going to say about that...more power to all u couples out there-- i could say something mean but eh i'll hold back this time...
well i think i'm going to go take a shower and chill out with some candles and music....
i need to treat myself to something....gah
kay, bye peace all