not just goals ( Read more... )

the internet doesnt reach my bedroom... this angers me greatly ( Read more... )

im confused.

the worst feeling is the feeling of not knowing,

and i don't have a clue.

ugh.. goals for november:

eat less

drink none

find a coop job

and somewhere cheaper to live

study more

make a better attempt at going to the gym

what will happen if i can accomplish my goals:

be able to pay my bills and not enter a state of panic

do well on last exams and projects

maybe get in shape a little

why are some people so all or nothing? i can't understand, being someone whos always willing to meet half way ( Read more... )

i found a very cute boy. he's fun, makes me smile a whole lot. he has nice eyes. i would rather be in his arms than anywhere else. we will probably win the lottery and take over the world.

his name is rob.

he is my boyfriend,

and i love him.

everyone can read this.

i miss the trees looking like they are on fire from the orange, red, and yellow leaves ( Read more... )

wow so the 34 yr old creep that came up to me in marino, gave me his myspace and told me his email and that i was beautiful has been in the northeastern news lately, there was a whole article about him and how he does creepy shit like that to a lot of girls around here, he's going to court for it all...he doesnt even use his real name.. weeeeird

ehh quite a weekend. swallowed the ball on my new lipring at some point thursday night so i have the stud in now.. friday night we went to bridgewater to hang out with one of gabe's friends but we didnt stay very late, last night was kind of interesting, must have gone to 5 or so different apartments, found a girl in a bathroom who'd gotten hit in ( Read more... )

woo hoo! my life is a big jumbled mess.. i havent even felt like myself lately because im not usually this stressed out and because i am i think ive been really overly sensitive to things. mehh i'm hoping the worst is over though, time to start fixing things ( Read more... )