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we kissed
but he tells me im just a friend
that hes not over his x
then cuddles with me late at night on the bed
holding me close, stroking my hair, my cheek, my lips
that was last month
he tells me that I'm just a friend
but then he pulls me into his lap and rests his head agains my chest
that was a couple of weeks ago
yesterday he told a friend over IM that he thought i was into him and wanted to see where it would go
i was there reading that IM with my chin rested on his head and my arms wrapped around his shoulders
every so often he would reach back and press his palms against my shoulder blades pulling me close or he would reach for my leg and pull it up towars him
today he tells that he likes me as a friend
then sits on me for the next hour and a half
sitting just so, so that he can nuzzle me
am i missing something?
is it wrong for me to be very very confused
he gives me side long glances and silly smiles
acts cute and nice when he thinks im mad at him
rough houses with me in a way that always seems to bring us closer together, more tangled then before
then pushes me away when some one else comes
im feeling very lost right now and slightly used
do i give up?
or do i push on?
or do i just wait, wait for him to make up his mind
because i think maybe hes just as confused
but he tells me im just a friend
that hes not over his x
then cuddles with me late at night on the bed
holding me close, stroking my hair, my cheek, my lips
that was last month
he tells me that I'm just a friend
but then he pulls me into his lap and rests his head agains my chest
that was a couple of weeks ago
yesterday he told a friend over IM that he thought i was into him and wanted to see where it would go
i was there reading that IM with my chin rested on his head and my arms wrapped around his shoulders
every so often he would reach back and press his palms against my shoulder blades pulling me close or he would reach for my leg and pull it up towars him
today he tells that he likes me as a friend
then sits on me for the next hour and a half
sitting just so, so that he can nuzzle me
am i missing something?
is it wrong for me to be very very confused
he gives me side long glances and silly smiles
acts cute and nice when he thinks im mad at him
rough houses with me in a way that always seems to bring us closer together, more tangled then before
then pushes me away when some one else comes
im feeling very lost right now and slightly used
do i give up?
or do i push on?
or do i just wait, wait for him to make up his mind
because i think maybe hes just as confused