Jan 04, 2009 03:31
My resolutions, as they come to mind:
-Stop hurting yourself.
-Stop hanging out with people out of a misplaced sense of obligation to the past. You don't owe them anything because you used to be friends.
-Stop pretending you're interested in people when you're not.
-Stop pretending you're alright when you're not - those issues don't go away because you ignore them.
-Stop procrastinating
-Stop being unreliable
-Stop failing at everything you set your mind to because you lose interest like an ADHD retard.
-Stop beating yourself up about the past.
-Stop hesitating
-Stop worrying about what happens. Just do it.
-Stop looking at that last one and pretending like you only wrote it because it sounds good. That one's important you fucking moron! Read it again!
-Consciously spend time with people whom you enjoy spending time with. Go out of your way to do it.
-Spend less money on frivelous things.
-Don't worry about money.
-Get lost and find your own way back.
-Ignore her, she's yelling because she's insecure, not because she knows anything.
-Skip a break from school. Go somewhere other than the Island. It's not really your home anymore.
-Be cleaner.
-Take better care of yourself. You need that body, and being sick makes you more miserable than anything else. Avoid heartbreak through bodily cleansing.
-Do something everyday that could break a bone.
-Blaze with enough passion that no one can deny your emotions.
-Senselessly destroy something that was once important.
-Clean out my buddy list, Friends list, contacts list, and get rid of those whom I don't instantly want to talk to.
-Sing more often
-Work out.
-Be more open, faster, with people who might be friends.
-Enact retribution quickly, but not in anger.
-Hold a hug longer if it means something to you.
-Don't feel obliged to care about their feelings if you don't care about them.
-Screw society, be happy on your own terms.
-Kiss her. (More of a universal than targeted, if you're wondering)