...as ghetto as it gets
7:25. Wow. I am deathly ill. I am so ill, i ws numb to the shower and it was all the way up. As hot as it gets, that is how cold and ill i am. I don't care though, I am actually happy. This whole time, i thought I was going to have to pretend to be ill on x-mas day. This is a laod off my back. My dad, however, is blaming the second missing item event on me. He thinks I stole, at least, the video card in revenge for my car and taking the internet away form me when he did. How rediculous is that. Well, whatever.... Of course i am nervouse.. what if i do fail? I mean, these things aren't 100% accurate. We will see though. I guess he never learned from the last time he accused me of something like this. Whatever.
Another topic now. I need to let this out on MY journal. Yesterday i left comment son Its journal for the first time in months, same with reading the foolish thing. Yet, she still has the nerve to say shit. Not only that... but people i thought i trusted and were my friend. Now. I have managed to keep all my anger, shit, and whatever between me and people i trust, such as christ. I haven't come on here and said. "Brakely this, brakely that" unless it was in an observational manner. it upsets me that it is still not mature enough to act the same. And the thing about "pretending" i have friends, well that just seems like jelousy really. "People are mean when they feel threatened". I don't know if it is jelous that I am dating again or what not. And the fact that I "hate her because" it would not go out with me? Is this what it has been telling people? Still lying and being deceitful after all this time. I regret alot of things in my life but one of the biggest is ever going out with an underclassmen. As stereotypical and general as this sounds, they are immature drama queens. ever since Moley, I have been cought in all this drama shit for the first time in a long time. I am nearly 18 and will be leaving this society that we call 'school" soon, this is all worth nothing and not worth the energy. Remember this? "I AM NOTHING TO YOU" Well, I am taking the words and spitting them back at you, it. Really, grow up and deal. You also have no room to mention things like "wanting my car" and "the psych ward". leave that to people who actually have problems and actually have experience with thsoe issues. You have not conversed with me for months and you have no idea whats going on. You ahev no room to say that i haven't looked for a job. I trust (for some strange reasons) that this will end now. I will continue leaving your journal alone with the exception of last night and i hope you will leave the comments about me to your friends or to a minimum on your journal. it is YOUR journal, I relaize this, but too far si too far. Being 16, you should know ehen too far is too far. Good Riddence.
P.s. Sorry for any mis-spellings.
Lastly. I am going to school tomorrow as ill as I am. I have to because of an english essay. My Office XP would not install so i had to use wordpad.
Another topic now. I need to let this out on MY journal. Yesterday i left comment son Its journal for the first time in months, same with reading the foolish thing. Yet, she still has the nerve to say shit. Not only that... but people i thought i trusted and were my friend. Now. I have managed to keep all my anger, shit, and whatever between me and people i trust, such as christ. I haven't come on here and said. "Brakely this, brakely that" unless it was in an observational manner. it upsets me that it is still not mature enough to act the same. And the thing about "pretending" i have friends, well that just seems like jelousy really. "People are mean when they feel threatened". I don't know if it is jelous that I am dating again or what not. And the fact that I "hate her because" it would not go out with me? Is this what it has been telling people? Still lying and being deceitful after all this time. I regret alot of things in my life but one of the biggest is ever going out with an underclassmen. As stereotypical and general as this sounds, they are immature drama queens. ever since Moley, I have been cought in all this drama shit for the first time in a long time. I am nearly 18 and will be leaving this society that we call 'school" soon, this is all worth nothing and not worth the energy. Remember this? "I AM NOTHING TO YOU" Well, I am taking the words and spitting them back at you, it. Really, grow up and deal. You also have no room to mention things like "wanting my car" and "the psych ward". leave that to people who actually have problems and actually have experience with thsoe issues. You have not conversed with me for months and you have no idea whats going on. You ahev no room to say that i haven't looked for a job. I trust (for some strange reasons) that this will end now. I will continue leaving your journal alone with the exception of last night and i hope you will leave the comments about me to your friends or to a minimum on your journal. it is YOUR journal, I relaize this, but too far si too far. Being 16, you should know ehen too far is too far. Good Riddence.
P.s. Sorry for any mis-spellings.
Lastly. I am going to school tomorrow as ill as I am. I have to because of an english essay. My Office XP would not install so i had to use wordpad.