...i don't want to sleep.
well i just went on a fucking shopping spree when i shouldn't have. Pretty sure i will not be getting money in November. I got more letters about overpayment and then one on a payment schedule that puts October at 0$ (i got money in October, but i think the money is for the month before). i was going to call them, but what use. i do not have the energy anymore to deal with SSA. every other week it is some new fuck up on their part. And honestly, if this will get them off my back, whatever. i will just use whatever i have in my savings account i suppose.
it is 12:53am and i haven't even gotten undressed and ready for bed. i spent 8 hours doing part one of a two-part project for ARTNM. This weekend might suck.
Applies to Sac State. i hope i am doing the right thing; choosing the right career path.
my suicide ideation has gotten a little bad. i think it is due to the content of my psych class right now. or it could be everything else that i hate about my life right now.
i have so much to say, but no energy.
it is 12:53am and i haven't even gotten undressed and ready for bed. i spent 8 hours doing part one of a two-part project for ARTNM. This weekend might suck.
Applies to Sac State. i hope i am doing the right thing; choosing the right career path.
my suicide ideation has gotten a little bad. i think it is due to the content of my psych class right now. or it could be everything else that i hate about my life right now.
i have so much to say, but no energy.