...because i don't have the strength to continue life
i don't have much to say tonight. Just that i am sorry to Corri. Sorry for everything and for being such a shit friend this past month. She resents so many things that i am the cause of and i don't know what to do about it. Things would be so much better if i just wasn't here. If i could simply disappear and be out of her life. It's only going to get worse. i just wish i had the answers. i wish so much right now. i need the strength to get through this but i don't know where it is going to come from. i just need this all to stop. What is the best answer? What is the best thing to do? If it isn't suicide, then what is it? Something needs to change soon.