...i'm a good person
i just want to die. All i can think about is suicide and how i can accomplish it. i have lost all hope. My life will never go anywhere. i just want it to end. i need to end it all. i have nothing to live for. My life is pure shit and i have been waiting all my life for things to get better. All my fucking life for one break. Just one break. i can't do this anymore. i need to just do it already. 6 grams of Nembutal is all i fucking need. What is keeping me from making the purchase? i still would rather save for the purchase then spend my last dime on it. What does it matter though if i am going to be dead? Why is this happening to me? What did i ever do to deserve this?