...hopefully i do
WARNING: This post turned out to be pretty raunchy/explicit. If that bugs you then don't read it.
i just had a very long daydream about my soul mate while listening to music. She is amazing. She was very vague and private when it came to what she did for work. She just said she was an actress. After dating her for a while she sat me down to tell me she loved me and that she wasn't just an actress, but a porn actress. i was upset at first since she was screwing other guys while we were dating but i got over it fast. She said she was going to quit because she cared more about me and building a relationship with me. i told her not to quit and that i don't mind as long as she loved me and not anyone else. She assured me it's just work and it wouldn't happen. It explained a lot. The sex with her is amazing and she is into all the stuff i am into. For my birthday she put on a strip show for me. It was pretty awesome. We have the same birthday. i got her the The Power Of Failing album by Mineral on vinyl. It was very expensive. i am not quite sure how we met though. It might have been in the outpatient center. It may have been inside Rite Aid after both going for the last can of Arizona Half & Half Iced Tea. Either way, i am glad we met. Stars she is amazing. She is so perfect and perfect for me. And that is what i've been doing the last few hours.
Minerva is being very loving. She is always like this when i am fresh out of the shower. She always wants attention afterward.
i have an interview at Wags To Riches in Rocklin tomorrow. It is a grooming place and they are looking for a bather. It will be a great job if i can keep it at 24-28 hours a week and no more. i would take it over that kennel job at Rocklin Ranch. They still haven't gotten back to me.
Hollyn is supposed to spend the weekend here. She needs to job hunt in Sacramento and i told her she can stay at my house. Not too excited about it. i find her very unappealing and she wants to have sex. She wants to have butt sex which is great. i just wish she was more attractive. She is just so big and it makes for awkward sex. i am too small to have sex with big chicks. So i am glad to be getting some sexual release at least. It's better than nothing. She says i give the best oral sex she has ever had which is a confidence booster for me.
The one attractive girl i met online a couple weeks ago stopped answering my texts. i guess that is that. i just wish i knew why. Perhaps she met someone. Oh well, her loss. She has nothing on my soul mate who i daydream about anyway. i actually don't know what her face looks like. i just know she has blue eyes and long black hair. She is about 4'4" and is really curvy. She has huge tits but, more importantly, a fantastic ass. It's so nice. i love watching her walk around her apartment, which is right across the street, in her booty shorts and no shirt or bra on. She cooks me breakfast in bed and she is very good at it. She finds me incredibly attractive and says i give her the best oral sex she has ever had. i make her squirt. She loves butt sex and when i'm having sex with her i last a really long time because i'm so comfortable with her and at ease. The sex is amazing. She has a lot of tattoos and piercings.
Erin O got hospitalized today. It is a good thing but now i have no one to hang out with.
i don't think i'm going to fall asleep tonight.
i just had a very long daydream about my soul mate while listening to music. She is amazing. She was very vague and private when it came to what she did for work. She just said she was an actress. After dating her for a while she sat me down to tell me she loved me and that she wasn't just an actress, but a porn actress. i was upset at first since she was screwing other guys while we were dating but i got over it fast. She said she was going to quit because she cared more about me and building a relationship with me. i told her not to quit and that i don't mind as long as she loved me and not anyone else. She assured me it's just work and it wouldn't happen. It explained a lot. The sex with her is amazing and she is into all the stuff i am into. For my birthday she put on a strip show for me. It was pretty awesome. We have the same birthday. i got her the The Power Of Failing album by Mineral on vinyl. It was very expensive. i am not quite sure how we met though. It might have been in the outpatient center. It may have been inside Rite Aid after both going for the last can of Arizona Half & Half Iced Tea. Either way, i am glad we met. Stars she is amazing. She is so perfect and perfect for me. And that is what i've been doing the last few hours.
Minerva is being very loving. She is always like this when i am fresh out of the shower. She always wants attention afterward.
i have an interview at Wags To Riches in Rocklin tomorrow. It is a grooming place and they are looking for a bather. It will be a great job if i can keep it at 24-28 hours a week and no more. i would take it over that kennel job at Rocklin Ranch. They still haven't gotten back to me.
Hollyn is supposed to spend the weekend here. She needs to job hunt in Sacramento and i told her she can stay at my house. Not too excited about it. i find her very unappealing and she wants to have sex. She wants to have butt sex which is great. i just wish she was more attractive. She is just so big and it makes for awkward sex. i am too small to have sex with big chicks. So i am glad to be getting some sexual release at least. It's better than nothing. She says i give the best oral sex she has ever had which is a confidence booster for me.
The one attractive girl i met online a couple weeks ago stopped answering my texts. i guess that is that. i just wish i knew why. Perhaps she met someone. Oh well, her loss. She has nothing on my soul mate who i daydream about anyway. i actually don't know what her face looks like. i just know she has blue eyes and long black hair. She is about 4'4" and is really curvy. She has huge tits but, more importantly, a fantastic ass. It's so nice. i love watching her walk around her apartment, which is right across the street, in her booty shorts and no shirt or bra on. She cooks me breakfast in bed and she is very good at it. She finds me incredibly attractive and says i give her the best oral sex she has ever had. i make her squirt. She loves butt sex and when i'm having sex with her i last a really long time because i'm so comfortable with her and at ease. The sex is amazing. She has a lot of tattoos and piercings.
Erin O got hospitalized today. It is a good thing but now i have no one to hang out with.
i don't think i'm going to fall asleep tonight.