Jul 28, 2013 23:04
Whenever i look at Suicide girls, or almost any good pornographic photo, i think "where are these girls and how do i get one". Will i ever find a girlfriend and will she ever be attractive? To be honest, i haven't come across too many attractive girls here in CA. Definitely not on OKC or POF. i bet they are all in LA or Hollywood. i doubt i will ever be happy with a girl. i often regret breaking up with Adri. i still find her incredibly attractive and she treated me like a prince. i really fucked that one up. However if i never broke up with Adri then i probably never would have met Corri. So in that sense, i don't regret it. If i could go back and do it again then i probably would if it means having Corri as my best friend. *sigh* it is all so depressing to think about; me being alone until i die.
i just discovered the passions network. Maybe i will find someone on there. i joined a few of them but i'm going to gravitate towards the punk one.
Tomorrow is my interview. i am confident i will get the job i am just worried about my hours. i have to keep them at 24-27 hours a week depending on what they pay me per hour. i found a great website to buy scrubs on if i do get the job. There is a bulldog scrub top i have my eye on. i also found a store near the arden mall that sells scrubs. perhaps i will stop there when i hang out with Anji on Wednesday. i hope i get a good nights sleep.
The place in Rocklin that was looking for a bather contacted me by email (since i messed up my phone number on my resume). i will call them tomorrow just in case i don't get this job at Rocklin Ranch.
Shaving your ball sack is very difficult. i wonder if shaving a vagina is as hard. i guess it depends on how much your labia majora protrudes out or if you have large labia minora that protrudes out and gets in the way. Ew. i hate labia minora. The less of it the better.
i better get into bed.
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