...so that's what i'm doing now

Jul 26, 2013 17:55

So i have good news and i have bad news. The good news is that i have a "working interview" tomorrow for a kennel position at a veterinary hospital on Monday. The bad news is i have to work at Aunt Cunthia's tomorrow morning. Since it is a morning shift that will mean she will be there the whole time to micromanage until her heart is content and her heart is never content. She doesn't have a heart now that i really think about it. i have been arguing with myself all night as to whether i want to put all my eggs in one basket and call her to tell her she can shove it. But, though i am confident i will get this job, there is a chance i may not get the job. Plus i need to reiterate that i require no more than 24-27 hours a week (depending on the rate of pay being offered) so that i may keep my SSDI benefits.

i require some affection and possibly some sexual release with someone i am attracted too. No bites on POF or OKC and craigslist is just scams. i need a girlfriend so badly. i always dream of meeting someone on the swing set. i picture myself sitting on a swing at night and an attractive girl arriving to sit on one of the other swings. i would try and force small talk. Similar to how Oskar meets Eli in the book Let Me In (formerly titled Let The Right One In) which is a fantastic book. i would like to read it again. i hate that the author changed the title of the book after the movie came out. It is so lame when authors do that.

Dammit i can't stop thinking about how i have to work tomorrow. i have to wake up at 5:30 am and go to a place i dread. i really hope things work out at this vet place. Rocklin Ranch Veterinary Hospital is the name and they currently have 7 runs but are moving across the street to a much larger facility and they will have 30 runs. Animal Inn has over 100 runs so 30 will be a piece of cake for me. i wonder if it is set up the same way as Animal Inn.

mewithoutYou is such a great band. Highly religious, but fantastic. i seem to like a lot of religious bands like Mineral. i haven't listened to Mineral in ages. i strongly urge anyone to check out mewithoutYou. Brother, Sister is a great album and so is It's All Crazy! It's All False! It's All A Dream! It's Alright. If you are into yelling though then definitely [A-->B] Life. Pre Brother, Sister has a lot of yelling in the vocals since he was angry at god at the time. There tour bus runs on vegetable oil.

i need to find a school near by in which i can become a vet tech.

let the right one in, school, mewithoutyou, rocklin ranch, disability, cynthia, i hate my boss, ssdi, sex, music, job hunting, mineral

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