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it's been a while.
I am still lonely. I creep around OKCupid, Plenty Of Fish, and Craigslist like it is going out of style. It's just not happening. It is so hard to even find someone nearby to hang out with. If i have any creeps on LJ that want to chat some time, let me know.
I despise going into work and i am not sure why. I know i hate my boss but it isn't like she is there that often during my shifts. I really need to get back into the swing of things here because it is ruining me. I have anxiety attacks before work. On my days off all i can think about is having to go into work the next day. I wish my boss would give me weekends off because the added stress of trying to find a ride on the weekends doesn't help matters.
I haven't eaten in 3 days now. Nothing except for some crackers and a cookie. I haven't had an appetite.
I've been craving citrusy sodas lately. Things like Mountain Dew and 7 Up. I don't have anything like that at the moment but i am craving it really bad. If Rite Aid was open, i would go there right now.
I wish i were dead.
I am still lonely. I creep around OKCupid, Plenty Of Fish, and Craigslist like it is going out of style. It's just not happening. It is so hard to even find someone nearby to hang out with. If i have any creeps on LJ that want to chat some time, let me know.
I despise going into work and i am not sure why. I know i hate my boss but it isn't like she is there that often during my shifts. I really need to get back into the swing of things here because it is ruining me. I have anxiety attacks before work. On my days off all i can think about is having to go into work the next day. I wish my boss would give me weekends off because the added stress of trying to find a ride on the weekends doesn't help matters.
I haven't eaten in 3 days now. Nothing except for some crackers and a cookie. I haven't had an appetite.
I've been craving citrusy sodas lately. Things like Mountain Dew and 7 Up. I don't have anything like that at the moment but i am craving it really bad. If Rite Aid was open, i would go there right now.
I wish i were dead.