Pray For My Immortal Soul...
So it comes to this.
Tomorrow begins the end...to dramatize it a bit:-P
Tomorrow is the first of 4 tests in 5 days, which, as I reflect upon it, doesn't sound like a lot. That wasn't unheard of during college, but med school is different. Now, the 1 test that we have every 2 weeks is overwhelming at times...4 exams crammed this close is...well, enough, I suppose...enough and too much.
And when that is done, a month of self-induced schizophrenia begins as I prepare for the boards. June 17 is my date... I find myself more afraid of the fact that I have to cram for this exam, more than the fact that it's and 8-hour ordeal or that it defines what I get to do with my life or whatever, blah, blah, blah... Yes...it is a HUGE deal, but I REALLLLY hate cramming for things, and the idea of cramming the last two years of knowledge into 1 month is quite unsettling. I like to be prepared of things and relaxed beforehand, and there is just no possible way for that to happen.
So yes...this is the last entry for awhile...probably until the end of June when I return to Detroit (and, by proxy, my computer).
Wish me luck and minimal pain:-P
Tomorrow begins the end...to dramatize it a bit:-P
Tomorrow is the first of 4 tests in 5 days, which, as I reflect upon it, doesn't sound like a lot. That wasn't unheard of during college, but med school is different. Now, the 1 test that we have every 2 weeks is overwhelming at times...4 exams crammed this close is...well, enough, I suppose...enough and too much.
And when that is done, a month of self-induced schizophrenia begins as I prepare for the boards. June 17 is my date... I find myself more afraid of the fact that I have to cram for this exam, more than the fact that it's and 8-hour ordeal or that it defines what I get to do with my life or whatever, blah, blah, blah... Yes...it is a HUGE deal, but I REALLLLY hate cramming for things, and the idea of cramming the last two years of knowledge into 1 month is quite unsettling. I like to be prepared of things and relaxed beforehand, and there is just no possible way for that to happen.
So yes...this is the last entry for awhile...probably until the end of June when I return to Detroit (and, by proxy, my computer).
Wish me luck and minimal pain:-P