Rain
ok its 11:20 am..woke up 5:30am.. read a book.. made love to my wife.. sung to her..ok im deftone but im sure she likes it maybe not.. shes just tryin to be polite..
been rainin since 3:00am.. its cold.. i remember a story of ray bradburry.. i think its was the DOME or something but its all about a planet that rains all the time and these guys are looking for it.. anyways cant really remember it.. after 3 drawings, 2 deadlines and a cup of coffee..i still hoping things will get better inside my head.. been wondering if im goin crazy or just burning out.. guess its the later.. ive gone crazy long ago.. it was highschool.. AHHH!! have good memories bout that..graduated highschool when i was 15.. wish i could stay for a couple of years.. but nah.. people might think im stupid or a retard..
i thought the rain gonna stop but here it is again..cold wind on my face.. drizzles through the window.. feels good.. felt like a touch of someone who cared but left you without sayin goodbye.. the wind is gettin angry now.. it blows things..couldnt care less.. but the smell it brings.. so clean.. everything now is clean.. listenin to a song, sung by a woman who doesnt care if shes famous or not.. she just wants to sing..dying of ectasy.. that will be the day.. i miss my wife.. ive been feelin im not worhty to be with her.. whenever i see her i smile and say i love her but crying inside.. if only i could but i cant.. ive been watching her sleep lately.. in a dark room.. dim light outside peeking through the windows coz shes afraid of total darkness.. just like a little girl.. im afraid of something.. something i know i can overcome but im too weak..
im praying..
been rainin since 3:00am.. its cold.. i remember a story of ray bradburry.. i think its was the DOME or something but its all about a planet that rains all the time and these guys are looking for it.. anyways cant really remember it.. after 3 drawings, 2 deadlines and a cup of coffee..i still hoping things will get better inside my head.. been wondering if im goin crazy or just burning out.. guess its the later.. ive gone crazy long ago.. it was highschool.. AHHH!! have good memories bout that..graduated highschool when i was 15.. wish i could stay for a couple of years.. but nah.. people might think im stupid or a retard..
i thought the rain gonna stop but here it is again..cold wind on my face.. drizzles through the window.. feels good.. felt like a touch of someone who cared but left you without sayin goodbye.. the wind is gettin angry now.. it blows things..couldnt care less.. but the smell it brings.. so clean.. everything now is clean.. listenin to a song, sung by a woman who doesnt care if shes famous or not.. she just wants to sing..dying of ectasy.. that will be the day.. i miss my wife.. ive been feelin im not worhty to be with her.. whenever i see her i smile and say i love her but crying inside.. if only i could but i cant.. ive been watching her sleep lately.. in a dark room.. dim light outside peeking through the windows coz shes afraid of total darkness.. just like a little girl.. im afraid of something.. something i know i can overcome but im too weak..
im praying..