Apr 06, 2005 20:51
Well what can i say. He is great until i do something that gets to him a bit then all i get is mind games and smart comments that make me feel like i was totally in the wrong. i seem to know how to pick'em don't i... he is sweet most of the time.
the story goes i was meant to be going out west with him while he was out there on work but i was only going out for 10 days. I told my boss he said its fine, everyone needs time away. and then i told my parents and they went nuts, so story goes i stayed at home. I live in their house, and if he acts like this over something small as me not going out west to sit around all day and see him for a few hours before he goes to bed, how will he react if i do something while i'm living with him? and i would be living with him if i left cos dad told me that if i went, the day i came back i could pack my stuff up. and well my boy doesn't think he means it. what can i say he has done it before.
I'm sick of mind games why can't it be as simple as him being upset why play games with me and treat me like i'm always in the wrong. I'm learning from everything i do. then he asked me if i wanted to go out next fortnight and i said i'd have to ask my boss again and my parents and he got the shits again and had to go. So i think might have to have a chat with him.
He's also upset because i'm aprehensive about moving in with him, i've only been with him since the beginning of january, and i'm proud to say i have learnt from my mistakes even if it has taken me awhile. I do care about him and the way he is acting i'm wondering if he feels the same...
Take care all