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hmmm charles came around today we sat and talked things through and he has realised that we would make better friends than anything else so we are going to not talk as much for a while then see if friends will work. i feel like a whole world has lifted off my shoulders... it was dragging me down, its sad that things have to end but if its not meant to be it will end. i'm coping quite well now i have friends there by mmy side and yeah people who care. i'm actually starting to realise in my tiny little brain that people around me do care and worry... its still kinda hard to believe when they know about my past and yet still want to be there for me.
i'm getting sick of people chucking tantrums though... i say one thing wrong not meaning to and i get my head bitten off if i reacted like that i'd get a wake up call..
hmmm had a good chat with a mate about society and being main stream last night... and we decided that societies little view on the world is that nothing can ever go wrong and that as long as people are so interested in fashions, television etc society's views won't change. hmmm i think thats enough rambling for tonight...
*hugs*
i'm getting sick of people chucking tantrums though... i say one thing wrong not meaning to and i get my head bitten off if i reacted like that i'd get a wake up call..
hmmm had a good chat with a mate about society and being main stream last night... and we decided that societies little view on the world is that nothing can ever go wrong and that as long as people are so interested in fashions, television etc society's views won't change. hmmm i think thats enough rambling for tonight...
*hugs*