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hmmm kinda been shutting down since about 6:30 when i broke the news to charles and now he is somewhere driving around around.. i worry last time i heard he was almost at the gatton mc donalds... hmmmm... but after he left here i explained things to mum n dad and mum things its for the best dad wants me to try again cos he is the first guy i've bought home that he likes... but yeah lotsa little things just went wrong and turned into a huge big problem... but such is life i want to try and stay friends and so does he, when he rang he told me he'll need boundaries with being my friend and me being emotional could only say ok to everything he was asking... so i don't know i want to be friends with him... hopefully it will work better this way... hmmmm... the rollercoaster of life how fun it is... hmmm retreating into town tomorrow to go out need to dance, time is of no importance i just need to dance to not exactly forget but yeah close enough just for a while to clear my head...
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hmmmmmmm........