torn to pieces
my life has turned to shit within a matter of months and i don't know what to do. everyone that i thought where my friends have turned against me and there is no turning back know. i started cutting myself and i was doing so good (4 months) but soetimes you gotta do what you gotta do. where i live at is always crowded and i think that it would be better if i moved out. i lost all my firends b/c of andrew( i didn't realize how many people hated him) i really don't know what to do. it's really confusing!! and i wanted to go to boston with the band but i don't have the resources to go right now. and i might be moving. but i think that that is the only good thing out of this whole mess!!!!iand i probably failed school but like my mom sadi it is my own fault!!! i need a break from hendersonville(please someone come and rescue me!!!) i'm serious!!!!!!!!