everything is so fucked up!!!!

May 12, 2005 16:46

what would you do if your mom blame you for everything that you do? last night my little brother got really frustrated with life and decided that he wanted to be just like me. so he asked my mom if he could have a knife so that he could cut himself. my mom asked him why he wanted to do that and he said because that's the way that latia takes away her pain. what a good example that latia is setting for her little bros.& sis. my mom has been on my back ever since. she wants me to tslk to him but i don't think that i can b/c i can't even make myself stop let alone tell him not to even start b/c then he's gonna ask me why i do it? what do i tell him? she not really my real mom (i just got adopted like 2 months ago) i have a feeling that she is gonna give me back to my real mom b/c i am a bad influence to her kids, and if that happens then i won't be updating for a while b/c then i am gonna put myself in a group home. right now i can't even think straight. my head hurts like crazy. and i really don't have anyone that understands. i need help but i don't know who to ask.HELP!!!!!!!!
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