Fuzzy Days

Oct 23, 2009 11:08


I've had a couple of really fuzzy headed days. Yesterday was the worst, but it is still hanging around today and I am hating it because it makes me feel completely useless. My head spins at the simplest concepts and I can't focus on anything. *sigh*

No doubt it is medication related--at least I hope it is. *rolls eyes* I have a feeling I may have missed a dose somewhere along the track--maybe more. I really need to keep better track of it. I used to have a little box--in fact, I still have it, marked with the days of the week and I would put my pills for each day in there to make sure I took them.

The reason I don't use it anymore is because the lids on some of the days were so tight that I would rip my fingernails off trying to open them!

I need to see if I can get a new one that has more easily opened lids.

I pity my poor partner who has to try and live with me when I get like this.

Yesterday I got my cat microchipped. Not that Solly ever goes outside the house except on a harness and leash, but because the local council has introduced new laws about registration for cats as well as dogs now, I got her done because registration is free for pensioners if the animal is desexed and microchipped. Solly has been desexed since she reached maturity, so that will make the registration thing a little easier to bear, even though I see no need for it with an animal that's never allowed outside the house!

On Tuesday night, after my discussion group, I was meditating on what we'd talked about, and on my own spiritual path and I thought how nice it would be to find some 'spiritual' music that I could really connect with.

No sooner had my thought touched the universe than a reply came drifting through my mind. "Scripture in Song."

My goodness! I had not even thought about SIS since the 80s and wondered if the company still even exists. Well a google search soon revealed that although David and Dale Garratt have turned in a new direction with their music (now called New Sound) they do still offer all the SIS albums in digital format via iTunes!

I am planning to download them as time and finances permit. In the meantime, Sandra dug out a bunch of old cassette tapes of hers that have many of SIS's songs on them so I am listening to them. They are a little worn with age, and I get some distortion in some of the songs, but it's been wonderful, letting my spirit bathe in these as they connect me back to my very early days as a Christian when things were so simple.

I like Hillsong, too, but lately their music has grated on my nerves in some respects, so I felt the need to just go back to something familiar and simple.

Okay, that's all for today.

Love and Light!

lack of focus, fuzzy headedness, tiredness, blah days

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