Nov 04, 2007 15:15
I am in Seattle. My room smells toxic. If it were really my room it wouldn't smell toxic, but it isn't my room anymore. I don't want any of the stuff in there anymore. I just don't care about it.
Something I did as a child has made me a completely insatiable adult. I just want to remember what it was. I was remembering a daydream I had as a kid while I was driving. I think I hit the vortex again because the drive seemed really short. I don't even remember seeing the outlet malls. I'm glad I'm not in Waco, Texas right now. Thank you vortex for not fucking me over.
I want to go on a somatic scavenger hunt back to the moment where this destiny was decided upon. I want to believe there is such a thing as a somatic scavenger hunt back through the history as it is written in my body.
Maybe I should start trying to sound crazy. I'm a little tired of trying to sound sane.