Nov 03, 2007 23:59
More death in my family's close group of friends. Joann. It is tough. It is weird and doesn't feel real. Especially the delivery. I found out this news in the exact moment I got my phone back and turned it on. My dad is always the bearer of such bad news. I can now tell immediately just after my dad's hello that someone died. I could this time, or at least I could tell it was something pretty bad.
Somehow being authentic seems to have been a good idea. I don't really know what to say about that right now. I don't feel like I care all that much. Kind of an anticlimactic conclusion, really. Is it the conclusion? I don't know. I've been infected with apathy. No definitive statements. None at all, or maybe some. This really is a horrible virus.
I am just glad to have my phone back. Now me and my phone can go off together in a cave somewhere or something.
my dad,
joe