Close the Damn Door, Can't You See I'm Knitting
I've been on the patch the psat 6 days. Almost smoke free for all of them. I cheated on Day 4. I had a couple of puffs, but thats all. I really wanted one after work, which is when i want one the most.
They say that the first 3 days are the hardest. Well, I think 'they' are full of shit. Today has been the worst day so far. I am irritable, frustrated, unmotivated and just over all meh.
What's kept from cheating more is not being around smokers. But when i walk past someone smoking ... oh it smells so good.
I hope it gets better. But I seriously hate the mood swings. Seriously, thats enough for me to go buy a pack.
They say that the first 3 days are the hardest. Well, I think 'they' are full of shit. Today has been the worst day so far. I am irritable, frustrated, unmotivated and just over all meh.
What's kept from cheating more is not being around smokers. But when i walk past someone smoking ... oh it smells so good.
I hope it gets better. But I seriously hate the mood swings. Seriously, thats enough for me to go buy a pack.