Just another brick in the wall
Drunken words of love.. i dont need that, i need something to hold on to.. something real.. something to give me air.. something old.. i want to grasp that old feeling of mine.
How? When did i become *just* another brick in that wall? I'm to blame probably.. i'm always to blame. Never good enough.. not once.. not to one..
Poisonous being taunting me from a far. I want to look away.. need to , but i cant.
I can feel it now.. closing in on me.. my life , well.. what little i make of them.. my doings.. my own fucking bitterness.
I want to be them. Want to like it. I do! But cant..
Who ever said "where there's a will there's a way" was fucking with me.. or on LSD.. or maybe , i dont want that.. not really...
Pathetic little princess is having a world of stupidness ans queen issues collapse around her and kill her.. so sad.. so obsolete.. so stupid little princess.
Faked smiles , faked joy, faked life.. hoe much of this can i take? when will that be over for me?
Whats stopping you little princess? You are. I AM. Not them.. never them.
Just a big nothing.. that's all there is for me...
Drunken words of love.. I dont need that. I need more.
But i'll live.. i always do..
yours , Queen M.
How? When did i become *just* another brick in that wall? I'm to blame probably.. i'm always to blame. Never good enough.. not once.. not to one..
Poisonous being taunting me from a far. I want to look away.. need to , but i cant.
I can feel it now.. closing in on me.. my life , well.. what little i make of them.. my doings.. my own fucking bitterness.
I want to be them. Want to like it. I do! But cant..
Who ever said "where there's a will there's a way" was fucking with me.. or on LSD.. or maybe , i dont want that.. not really...
Pathetic little princess is having a world of stupidness ans queen issues collapse around her and kill her.. so sad.. so obsolete.. so stupid little princess.
Faked smiles , faked joy, faked life.. hoe much of this can i take? when will that be over for me?
Whats stopping you little princess? You are. I AM. Not them.. never them.
Just a big nothing.. that's all there is for me...
Drunken words of love.. I dont need that. I need more.
But i'll live.. i always do..
yours , Queen M.