I'm okay...
Apparently, I'm not good at sticking with stuff. Well, that was never really a secret.
So, my life is back on track. And I'm actually happy. Maybe my 17 syndrome is on the quiet side for the time being. Really, my days are great. Lol.
I'm doing things that I should have done ages ago. I'm opening up to people. I'm letting them in. I'm giving from myself. It's a really new thing for me you know? And it’s great! And I love it! 8) Who knew?!
Me and my BBF are back on track. It's gonna take a lot of changing and a lot of getting used to - but I think that the new me can do it. It's like I have this New Year revelations of life and shit. I'm putting effort in the other people in my life too… I'm still me. Still brooding, still kinda dark (although my current nail polish is really crazy baby/ Barbie pink), still all in all pretty damn weird. But yet, with all that being said - I'm out there. I'm calling my friends, I'm making plans, I'm enjoying my teen life… sort of… lol!
I'm okay. Really, I am. And finally - I'm actually not afraid of the outside… and it's good, I deserve that.
So, my life is back on track. And I'm actually happy. Maybe my 17 syndrome is on the quiet side for the time being. Really, my days are great. Lol.
I'm doing things that I should have done ages ago. I'm opening up to people. I'm letting them in. I'm giving from myself. It's a really new thing for me you know? And it’s great! And I love it! 8) Who knew?!
Me and my BBF are back on track. It's gonna take a lot of changing and a lot of getting used to - but I think that the new me can do it. It's like I have this New Year revelations of life and shit. I'm putting effort in the other people in my life too… I'm still me. Still brooding, still kinda dark (although my current nail polish is really crazy baby/ Barbie pink), still all in all pretty damn weird. But yet, with all that being said - I'm out there. I'm calling my friends, I'm making plans, I'm enjoying my teen life… sort of… lol!
I'm okay. Really, I am. And finally - I'm actually not afraid of the outside… and it's good, I deserve that.