HEADS WILL ROLL!!!!!!
Okay, that's it. I am going to fucking kill Susan, I don't care what anyone says.
This so called mother of mine has pushed me over the edge again only this time I am old enough to take full responsibility for what I am going to do. This worthless whore does not deserve to exist anymore, let alone tell people that I am her daughter.
There is a lot of background shit that has lead me to this point, and I know that no one who reads my journal has any real idea of just how much this woman has done to me. I don't feel like getting to details about the past because it will only make me more angry.
Basically what ahppened tonight is this: she came by earlier begging for money and now her car breaks down in the middle of fucking nowhere because she went out to buy drugs..... now we have to find her a fucking tow truck and pay for it with money we can't spare right now.
So now I get to play the fucking naive little girl and be like oh yay, Susan and her drunk ass boyfriend are spending the night so I had to lock away all valuables and not to mention all kinds of other shit.
I want to leave and get out of this house permanently, forever, just cut off all strings and disappear I can't deal with having to be the parents all the time anymore. I am fucking 18 years old, I don't need to be taking care of my grandparents and my mom. I can't do this anymore.
This so called mother of mine has pushed me over the edge again only this time I am old enough to take full responsibility for what I am going to do. This worthless whore does not deserve to exist anymore, let alone tell people that I am her daughter.
There is a lot of background shit that has lead me to this point, and I know that no one who reads my journal has any real idea of just how much this woman has done to me. I don't feel like getting to details about the past because it will only make me more angry.
Basically what ahppened tonight is this: she came by earlier begging for money and now her car breaks down in the middle of fucking nowhere because she went out to buy drugs..... now we have to find her a fucking tow truck and pay for it with money we can't spare right now.
So now I get to play the fucking naive little girl and be like oh yay, Susan and her drunk ass boyfriend are spending the night so I had to lock away all valuables and not to mention all kinds of other shit.
I want to leave and get out of this house permanently, forever, just cut off all strings and disappear I can't deal with having to be the parents all the time anymore. I am fucking 18 years old, I don't need to be taking care of my grandparents and my mom. I can't do this anymore.