Don't let the world defeat you
w00t... These past few days have been mucho fun and I'm feeling lots better, physically and emotionally.
Stupid Plano and not having many jobs available. I have put in lots of applications and talked to a fwe managers but no one is calling back. Bah, this really sucks.
As it turns out, I may have to take a year off from college in order to be able to afford to go at all. This would really suck though, because there is no fucking way in hell that I am going to continue to live in this house for another year. Nope, sorry I'm not going to do it. I am just really disappointed because I thought I would be one of those people who was basically given a free ride to a college because of my good grades, SAT scores, and extracurricular activities; but no, once again the world has proved me wrong.
I am so glad to have found Shane, he means a great deal to me and I would hate to not have him in my life. I think it is cool that I can go see him everyday during his lunch break, but it sort of sucks because it is only for an hour and most of the time we are in his car driving to or from his work. I think that he and I are going to be together for a long time, or at least I really want us to be. I care about him a lot and wouldn't want to lose him.
I was really sick last night from being malnourished again... but hey, nothing new right?
This afternoon I went swimming with Julia, Morgan, and two of her three kids. Courtney, the littlest one, is so adorable and apparently has become really attached to me which is cool. Anthony is a sweet little guy, though he has a bit of the devil in him lol. Your kids are too precious Morgan, thanks for trusting me enough to come spend time with them.
Oh, this morning, I cleaned out 90% of everything I own and then donated it to GoodWill. It was really cool, getting rid of all that while donating to people who really need it. I think if more people gave away their old stuff instead of just trashing it, the world would be a lot better. But then again, I'm just a silly hopeless romantic type lol.
Egh, well that is really all for now
Stupid Plano and not having many jobs available. I have put in lots of applications and talked to a fwe managers but no one is calling back. Bah, this really sucks.
As it turns out, I may have to take a year off from college in order to be able to afford to go at all. This would really suck though, because there is no fucking way in hell that I am going to continue to live in this house for another year. Nope, sorry I'm not going to do it. I am just really disappointed because I thought I would be one of those people who was basically given a free ride to a college because of my good grades, SAT scores, and extracurricular activities; but no, once again the world has proved me wrong.
I am so glad to have found Shane, he means a great deal to me and I would hate to not have him in my life. I think it is cool that I can go see him everyday during his lunch break, but it sort of sucks because it is only for an hour and most of the time we are in his car driving to or from his work. I think that he and I are going to be together for a long time, or at least I really want us to be. I care about him a lot and wouldn't want to lose him.
I was really sick last night from being malnourished again... but hey, nothing new right?
This afternoon I went swimming with Julia, Morgan, and two of her three kids. Courtney, the littlest one, is so adorable and apparently has become really attached to me which is cool. Anthony is a sweet little guy, though he has a bit of the devil in him lol. Your kids are too precious Morgan, thanks for trusting me enough to come spend time with them.
Oh, this morning, I cleaned out 90% of everything I own and then donated it to GoodWill. It was really cool, getting rid of all that while donating to people who really need it. I think if more people gave away their old stuff instead of just trashing it, the world would be a lot better. But then again, I'm just a silly hopeless romantic type lol.
Egh, well that is really all for now