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Well... it's new year's eve, although it doesn't really feel like it seeing as it's 11:46 in the morning. When you think about it, it's really just numbers... like the system that we use to measure time means that one period of time happens to end now. That's all- and it doesn't mark anything significant like the birth of Christ or whatever... but I guess you make it significant yourself by breaking old habits and making new ones.. maybe just a symbol of another chance or something. Whatever, it'll be fun. I was writing in my diary last night, and I was thinking... like, with everything that's happened this year and all- if i'd tried to imagine, on new year's eve last year, where i'd be this year- i never could. Like, a series of events happen, and you find yourself in a place you'd never even dreamed of, and they're not always good. And that's the stuff that changes you; the stuff you can't predict, the stuff that, when it happens, forces you to act on instinct, and reveals the true person that you are. They're the curve-balls i guess. So i was thinking... where the hell will I be this time next year? Will i have a boyfriend? a job? will i still be alive? will australia still be democratic or will some communists take over the show? I mean, some of those things sound crazy when you think about it now, but all it would take would be for a few things to happen... and few decisions to be made, and I could be standing there next new year's eve thinking 'wow, i never would have guessed i'd be here this time last year.
Tomorrow will be new year's day... and nothing's really planned but I guess i'll just have to pack for camp and all that jazz. I leave on Sunday and get back Friday, and itll be wikid hangin out with jayelle and hannah, coz i don't get to see them so much anymore. It's a cool way to start a new year... going on camp, hanging out with friends, then going to Planetshakers and becoming closer to God, and then going to Melbourne... and... well who knows, but fencing at the very least:) And then... well then it's school. year 11. tee subjects. pressure. examss x lots. study. stress. Oooh the excitement.
Tomorrow will be new year's day... and nothing's really planned but I guess i'll just have to pack for camp and all that jazz. I leave on Sunday and get back Friday, and itll be wikid hangin out with jayelle and hannah, coz i don't get to see them so much anymore. It's a cool way to start a new year... going on camp, hanging out with friends, then going to Planetshakers and becoming closer to God, and then going to Melbourne... and... well who knows, but fencing at the very least:) And then... well then it's school. year 11. tee subjects. pressure. examss x lots. study. stress. Oooh the excitement.