Am I depressed, or am I not?
If I was clinically depressed I would consider ending my life, this has never occurred in my entire life and it never ever will.
however there are certain factors which make me feel down, to a degree, not enough to be emo, but a bit more than just sad.
Am I depressed due to the lack of change? yes.
Am I depressed because the only way for something interesting to happen is to get drunk? yes.
Am I depressed because the most harmful ways I could reduce my lifespan by sleep deprivation and alcoholism is actively evident because I am stagnant? yes.
Am I depressed because its so easy to fall into this trap which everyone in this country does because we have a cultural stature to uphold which is by all means contributed to our 'easy going' lifestyle methodology and without alcohol this reputation would die? yes.
Am I depressed because at first when traveling some extreme countries I found that I drank less than when I was at home? yes.
Am I depressed because australian people assume that their health and lifestyle would be worse stepping outside their country when in actual fact the further I delved into third world arena the more sober and more human I began to feel, with no illness or ailments (although at the same time, exploiting the locals unavoidably, in the globalization point of view)? yes.
Am I depressed because I would be a much more healthy person mentally and physically simply wandering the world as a hermit picking up odd jobs? yes.
The more you work, the more you drink. Evident in my case anyway.
goes without saying that I'm drunk while posting this :P
however there are certain factors which make me feel down, to a degree, not enough to be emo, but a bit more than just sad.
Am I depressed due to the lack of change? yes.
Am I depressed because the only way for something interesting to happen is to get drunk? yes.
Am I depressed because the most harmful ways I could reduce my lifespan by sleep deprivation and alcoholism is actively evident because I am stagnant? yes.
Am I depressed because its so easy to fall into this trap which everyone in this country does because we have a cultural stature to uphold which is by all means contributed to our 'easy going' lifestyle methodology and without alcohol this reputation would die? yes.
Am I depressed because at first when traveling some extreme countries I found that I drank less than when I was at home? yes.
Am I depressed because australian people assume that their health and lifestyle would be worse stepping outside their country when in actual fact the further I delved into third world arena the more sober and more human I began to feel, with no illness or ailments (although at the same time, exploiting the locals unavoidably, in the globalization point of view)? yes.
Am I depressed because I would be a much more healthy person mentally and physically simply wandering the world as a hermit picking up odd jobs? yes.
The more you work, the more you drink. Evident in my case anyway.
goes without saying that I'm drunk while posting this :P