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I am tired and my legs and feet hurt like fuck but my night was pretty flipping awesome.
Saw more people than expected. Danced a shit load with the old bunch. Saw my old school friends. A-mazing. CHilled with Adam Danny Tyler and Ginna at the myersville mcky Ds.
ADam and Danny decided to walk next to the blazer.
pretty much a good fuckin night i have to say.
And here i am at home. relaxed. in my boyfriends sweat pants. which are O MY GOD amazingly comfy and huge and awesome.
speaking of whom...i miss him. lol i kno ist gay we didnt see each other for a flippin day but we rnt used to it so its cool. i love that kid. I got to talk to him tho thank heavens. Love him so so much.
SOngs were bad ass last half an hour. Loved it.
actualyl met brandon Harbaugh for the first time ever. ginnas friend...talks to me online...cool as shit. awesome to meet...drunk as hell tho. funny.
SAy Justin Hansburger. HOOOOOTTT! sorry. but that kid grew the ef up. He really did. and im so glad hes a good boy now and is a fire fighter. he was drunk as hell when we saw him tho. Loved it haha. that kid...gee wiz.
I saw Graham tonight for the first time in ages. it was really nice. wierd at first...he wouldnt really converse with me but after a while we talked...after he brought me my keys back n all. loser face. jk. It was good seeing him again. hes a good kid. Saw matt too...looked tired as fuck. but still That keebler cookie boy. definately danced his ass off
Jimmy and Nick and mike and fishy and justin keifer and meikrantz and Ty and Kaleb! every one. it was sweet.
I did Allys hair jessies hair scrunched ginnas hair and did danis make up. and on top of all that i did my hair and make up as well. ordered dinner and for once i got to pay for it all by my self. i was happy. and i drove too. lol it was just a graet night.
Tyler shaw and i fish tailed like no effin other. scared the shit out of us...but im good at that whole thing no so we were great.
Adam decided to run out infront of my car. scared the living daylights out of me and then danny knocked on my car...scared me too. Jessie opened rickys car so fast it hitmy door which is fine honestly cuz its a piece of shit any way. but ill just color in the scartch with a sharpie like that one commercial...and itll all be strait.
Im scared to talk to andrew about everything. the past n shit. im pretty terrified to be honest with you. but i feel wrong him not knowing any of it. and im pretty sure ill cry at one point or the other. and if i dont...ill be super duper strong tomorrow then. which im hoping will happen. but if not then well see how it goes. and like...i kno its really hard for him to understand why i get so upset randomly and why i have just horrendous days and why im sparatically in bad moods and good moods sometimes ust depending on a song i hear. he really doesnt understand a lot of things. and i think he should...he deserves to..i mean weve been together on and off for 8 months. consecutively...for almost 3. and weve become so close that i feel its rather important to inform him of it all.
Ive decided that life can always get worse. so looking down never made anything okay.
GOOOD i miss justin grose sooo effin much. college is for losers. he should come back now...right now. god i miss him. its odd not seeing him any more. randomly in odd places or just chillin the front yard with him.
imma visit a very important child tomorrow at work. his name is Andrew. im esited.
im down to the skin and theres no where to run.
GOD i miss the loser.
This is Lame.
Im glad i met brandon. lol. now its down to meeting dustin young. lol hes fuckin awesome.
being in love is an amazing feeling.
Im going to bed now...later kids.
And heres a great end to an amazing night.
I love Andrew.
I love middletown.
and i love sleep.
gnight.
Saw more people than expected. Danced a shit load with the old bunch. Saw my old school friends. A-mazing. CHilled with Adam Danny Tyler and Ginna at the myersville mcky Ds.
ADam and Danny decided to walk next to the blazer.
pretty much a good fuckin night i have to say.
And here i am at home. relaxed. in my boyfriends sweat pants. which are O MY GOD amazingly comfy and huge and awesome.
speaking of whom...i miss him. lol i kno ist gay we didnt see each other for a flippin day but we rnt used to it so its cool. i love that kid. I got to talk to him tho thank heavens. Love him so so much.
SOngs were bad ass last half an hour. Loved it.
actualyl met brandon Harbaugh for the first time ever. ginnas friend...talks to me online...cool as shit. awesome to meet...drunk as hell tho. funny.
SAy Justin Hansburger. HOOOOOTTT! sorry. but that kid grew the ef up. He really did. and im so glad hes a good boy now and is a fire fighter. he was drunk as hell when we saw him tho. Loved it haha. that kid...gee wiz.
I saw Graham tonight for the first time in ages. it was really nice. wierd at first...he wouldnt really converse with me but after a while we talked...after he brought me my keys back n all. loser face. jk. It was good seeing him again. hes a good kid. Saw matt too...looked tired as fuck. but still That keebler cookie boy. definately danced his ass off
Jimmy and Nick and mike and fishy and justin keifer and meikrantz and Ty and Kaleb! every one. it was sweet.
I did Allys hair jessies hair scrunched ginnas hair and did danis make up. and on top of all that i did my hair and make up as well. ordered dinner and for once i got to pay for it all by my self. i was happy. and i drove too. lol it was just a graet night.
Tyler shaw and i fish tailed like no effin other. scared the shit out of us...but im good at that whole thing no so we were great.
Adam decided to run out infront of my car. scared the living daylights out of me and then danny knocked on my car...scared me too. Jessie opened rickys car so fast it hitmy door which is fine honestly cuz its a piece of shit any way. but ill just color in the scartch with a sharpie like that one commercial...and itll all be strait.
Im scared to talk to andrew about everything. the past n shit. im pretty terrified to be honest with you. but i feel wrong him not knowing any of it. and im pretty sure ill cry at one point or the other. and if i dont...ill be super duper strong tomorrow then. which im hoping will happen. but if not then well see how it goes. and like...i kno its really hard for him to understand why i get so upset randomly and why i have just horrendous days and why im sparatically in bad moods and good moods sometimes ust depending on a song i hear. he really doesnt understand a lot of things. and i think he should...he deserves to..i mean weve been together on and off for 8 months. consecutively...for almost 3. and weve become so close that i feel its rather important to inform him of it all.
Ive decided that life can always get worse. so looking down never made anything okay.
GOOOD i miss justin grose sooo effin much. college is for losers. he should come back now...right now. god i miss him. its odd not seeing him any more. randomly in odd places or just chillin the front yard with him.
imma visit a very important child tomorrow at work. his name is Andrew. im esited.
im down to the skin and theres no where to run.
GOD i miss the loser.
This is Lame.
Im glad i met brandon. lol. now its down to meeting dustin young. lol hes fuckin awesome.
being in love is an amazing feeling.
Im going to bed now...later kids.
And heres a great end to an amazing night.
I love Andrew.
I love middletown.
and i love sleep.
gnight.