and no body knows it but me.
Im pretty much in one of hte shittiest moods of all time.
Dunno why. Dont see why. Dont get it at all.
Dont feel like being in a bad mood either.
I feel like sometimes i bring all this stress upon myself, and others its just how it happens.
I feel like its my fault all the arguements and shit happen. Theres just something i do...something to instigate it.
I guess i just i dont know feel guilty. Its difficult to explain. And i know its not always my fault. but i cant exactly help but feel that way at times.
What ever.
I get this feeling, where its just a ruch of love, ya know? and Its just overwhelming and its amazing. and i never EVER want to leave his side cuz it just feels like i could sit there and be content. Die happy. that kind of loving feeling. And i cant stop saying i love you and how amazing he is. but sometimes that scares me. Saying it too much, showing too much affection, getting annoying.
Lately i feel like ive annoyed everyone. but at times i feel like maybe im just annoying the shit out of me so maybe thats why shit pretty much sucks.
I love Tyler Shaw. and i feel flippin horrid currently. I love you SOOO so much TyTy Shaw.
Best Buys uniforms make men look sexy...the hot ones anyway. tehehe.
Hung out with Danny hammond. Pretty fun. watched the replacements.
NO PICTURE OF SCHAPPERT IN MY PURSE!!! *sadness* couldnt show tammy the hottness im dating.
I feel like shit and i feel like i lost him again. I dont have him to run to any more like it used to be. and it was like that for a little while. but than it changed. with one minor discussion and i cant take not talking to him. sucks balls. massive hairy ones and i cant react. What do i do. how can anyone react when you loose one of the most important people in your whole entire existance. over exaggeration u may think but it effin sucks. I miss him like effin crazy. no doubt. Suuuuucks. N i cant do a damn thing. cuz i feel like he wont let our friendship be okay. but i kno he wants it to be. I sure as hell do.
Fuckin shit...so many things are buggin me currently and i cant make any of it go away.
I dont know how.
Lets just hope tomorrow is flippin amazing.
I love Amanda.P.and Tyler.Cargo.
Later players.
Dunno why. Dont see why. Dont get it at all.
Dont feel like being in a bad mood either.
I feel like sometimes i bring all this stress upon myself, and others its just how it happens.
I feel like its my fault all the arguements and shit happen. Theres just something i do...something to instigate it.
I guess i just i dont know feel guilty. Its difficult to explain. And i know its not always my fault. but i cant exactly help but feel that way at times.
What ever.
I get this feeling, where its just a ruch of love, ya know? and Its just overwhelming and its amazing. and i never EVER want to leave his side cuz it just feels like i could sit there and be content. Die happy. that kind of loving feeling. And i cant stop saying i love you and how amazing he is. but sometimes that scares me. Saying it too much, showing too much affection, getting annoying.
Lately i feel like ive annoyed everyone. but at times i feel like maybe im just annoying the shit out of me so maybe thats why shit pretty much sucks.
I love Tyler Shaw. and i feel flippin horrid currently. I love you SOOO so much TyTy Shaw.
Best Buys uniforms make men look sexy...the hot ones anyway. tehehe.
Hung out with Danny hammond. Pretty fun. watched the replacements.
NO PICTURE OF SCHAPPERT IN MY PURSE!!! *sadness* couldnt show tammy the hottness im dating.
I feel like shit and i feel like i lost him again. I dont have him to run to any more like it used to be. and it was like that for a little while. but than it changed. with one minor discussion and i cant take not talking to him. sucks balls. massive hairy ones and i cant react. What do i do. how can anyone react when you loose one of the most important people in your whole entire existance. over exaggeration u may think but it effin sucks. I miss him like effin crazy. no doubt. Suuuuucks. N i cant do a damn thing. cuz i feel like he wont let our friendship be okay. but i kno he wants it to be. I sure as hell do.
Fuckin shit...so many things are buggin me currently and i cant make any of it go away.
I dont know how.
Lets just hope tomorrow is flippin amazing.
I love Amanda.P.and Tyler.Cargo.
Later players.