Feb 26, 2006 00:51
Today's theme was good food. Woke up and went at homework....for about 2 hours till Erin was done with her practice GMAT. Then we went to Mcalisters and I got a bread bowl that was soooo good. Then we went to the baseball game for about 30 mins....then it was back to homework. Then Jon called me at about 6:30 and wanted to get some Olive Garden. But it was forever and a day wait so we left and did CPW's. So frickin good. First the bread was great with this sweet spread. Then this other bread apitizer Jon ordered. Then got some pesto stuff that was the best pasta I've had in a long time. Ok skip forward a few hours
Deffanatly had my first confused, jealous, mad, intense, justifying in weird ways moment cause it just doesn't fit on any level. I had to sign on Jon's account to be able to use this disk that came with my book to study for a test. Well of course I got add a little ways into it and was trying to remember this site I looked up a while ago, random premarital cohabitation study for another class. So I'm chicking the history and I realize it's not stuff I've looked at before. I also realize there are like 5 random sites that are like man escorts.com manskank.com man whores.com......So at first I'm just shocked...cause Jon's not really the pron type...more the jumping me type. Then I was further confused/add some anger because it wasn't really porn...more random pay for sex site. So that was another big doesn't fit. Throw in some jealously and every other dysfunctional emotion that I'm not used to with dating Jon, because I can boast we are quite healthy in those area's. So within all of 10 seconds I've gone through all that and I my head was getting hit with that incredibly adrenaline filled blood that made me feel like I was on fire, never had that happen before. Turned around and was like Jon....ummmmm...uhhhhh....points waiting for rational explanation to calm my 300 beats per min heart rate. And the story really was of course perfectly rational. Jon was really horny and I had class so he got some ass.......j/k Amanda didn't believe that an older guy Jon knows could pay for escorts to come have sex with him. So he pulled up some of the sites to prove that that kinda thing exists. WOOOOO I don't see how other couples can constantly deal with being suspicious and jealous and all that stuff. 30 seconds of it was way too much for my little heart to handle. It's now funny as hell looking back on myself, I guess there's a first time for everything...and hopefully last haha
Then a few minutes later Erin drunk dials me and harrasses me about comming to party with her and some other people. Couldn't really do it tonight cause I gotta work all day tommorow and mad amount of homework period. But I promissed her and K-raig that we'd all get together soon and have a kick ass time. So hold me to that kids, and if I don't do something with you soon just kidnap me. Now it tis time to pass out