I MISS YOU!
Today was just really stressful all around. I had my first comm presentation which is worth a big chunk of my grade. So I had to dress up and look spiffy for that. I did really good and all but it doesn't take the stress away. I'm so much better with Theatre stuff, compared to just standing in front of people, and talking as myself. Not my favorite thing. At least I won't have to wake up for my 9 AM tommorrow. Went over to Jon's after class. Found out that he's basicly gonna be busy with work the entire night and rest of the weekend. That really got me down... especialy since I myself finnally have a good chunk of free time. Don't work or have much at all till work sunday. I have tendencies to geet kinda down if I'm just chilling over at his placce while he's zoned into work all night. I finnaly realized in part why. My whole life I've always been around people. As a kid I was almost never alone...mom dad 2 sisters. In high school I was constantly around friends and doing theatre, and when home....family was always there. I wasn't one to just sit in my room and do my own thing. I'd do something in the den while one of my sisters did something on the computer and we'd randomlu chat throughout the time. Now in college If I've been in my room, I've always had pretty chatty roomates, Ike may have been creepy, but he was a talker. And the other 95% of the time I was surrounded by friends. So for me to try and be at his place while he's working for 8 hours straight drives me nuts in terms of lonelyness. SOOOOO I ran away with Erin and went to see Jarhead and get some food. Of course it was, anything with Erin and Jake G. 95% naked and dancing around is AWSOME!!! Now I just need to find something to do Fri and Sat so I won't go nuts. I don't wanna be down all weekend by being thrown into the nothing better to do pile. I know people have obligations and everything.....and there's not really anything to do in greenville in winter *excluding getting drunk and reveling in drama* It sucks to basicly loose all quality time with someone because of that reason. I shouldn't be looking forward to going to work...but lately I have been more and more.
Another WTF...sociology isn't supposed to be a hard major at all. But I somehow get the profs that are all like ARGH we hate the dumbing down of classses today...so were gonna make ours have way more work required to compensate for allthe other slack profs.
Another WTF...sociology isn't supposed to be a hard major at all. But I somehow get the profs that are all like ARGH we hate the dumbing down of classses today...so were gonna make ours have way more work required to compensate for allthe other slack profs.