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Well on a good note johns back hell mother fucken ya! Me and him just got doem watchen Mr. and Mrs. smith it was funny as hell. I took cat today to see it but when we were watchen it my mom kept calling so after the movie i called her and she was being a bitch about me not folding cloths and shit and mad cuz i took today off yeah shes mad abotu what i am doign with my job dumb bitch isnt she. To top it off she deleted all my nirvana music and all my other music i liked alot liek rage againt the machine so i think when i pay back my grand pal i wont give them a cent. To me they owe me a shit load for killing my life and telling what to do since i was a kid so its pay back and pay back is always a bitch. To bad my dads being a ass with my mom cuz fathers day is comen up and i was going ot get him something with my pay check but to bad to sad it cost alot to be evil and hes going to find out just how much along with my mom. I wont talk to them no more call them or do anything for them ever again and that will hurt them the most. I'm not shaken any more i havent been abel to eat all day but just now they were fighten with me earlyer today so i left and went to johns house then to cats from there the movies with john and now here so ya i havent had a chance to at all. It sux to cuz i cant even use the microwave to cook food or i will waker up my lil sis cuz shes the onyl one that matters to me my parents can die and i wouldnt even go to see them put under. Wehn i get my own place i am so going to fight to get my lil sis with me safe and away from the life i grew up in my parents made me want to die every day of my life nothing i did was good enough and it was always my fault i do not want to see her go threw that crap. My sis told me today b4 i left that donna said she was going to take my sis mon and she was going to live with her if my dad doesnt get balls soon hes going to losse alot me stephanie and the house cuz donna will fight for it in court and act like a good mom with the church backen her up and win i know it man i ahte thoose god hearing bastards they as such lil fuckers it pisses me off. Ow well tomorrow i get off at 11 so i get soem fun time them well i guess i will write laters.